lyfe-melodies

2011-10-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hello lyfe-melody@blogspot! I'm back again after a long time. Life's been great. 6 weeks of attachment has ended. Ward 53C & 75 is fun. Ward 76 for PRCP. Orthopaedics. Dramas & meet ups for this precious 2 weeks of holiday before Project P & PRCP starts. Night shift, 3 consecutive night per week and maximum we've to complete to cycle which means 2 weeks. I'm just really hoping I can pull through the night hour and won't do blur mistakes. 14 Credits for PRCP is no joke kay. Drama that I'm hooked on recently. "In time with you" & "Ring ring bell" & they are seriously nice.

2011-03-14T14:07:00.011+08:00

Altered mental state related to confusion. I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere, where i've already made my first move but, i'm too afraid to make any further steps ahead, neither do i wanna retreat. Someone, sort this feeling out for me please. I'm i being too unrealistic to yearn for stuffs that was never meant to be mine, was i really timid or was I too greedy to ask for more? It takes time for courage to be build, but since I wasn't that courageous, why did i ever dug out these memories which will allowed it to trigger my emotions off. That was so much of asking for problem isn't it? And since, I've started this trouble, i shouldn't gave up without making any efforts and try. Hahhs, but it make me seems silly, really silly in holding on to such memories which doesnt even make any impact on him, which i believe he wont even remember an incident like this ever happened. We missed out so much of each other's life so what if we were to meet again? Those memories won't make any difference, it will only reflect on the distance which time/fate drew us apart. So what by the time, another disappointment? Couldn't believe im saying this for 'n' times

"Let nature take it's course, what meant to be will be"

The best quote that could bring me the biggest relieve now. I'm not leaving everything to fate, I'll throw in my own efforts, jab myself with overdosage of courage. Typing of this post did helped in lightening my mood(: (Hopeful/jovial/bubbly)

2011-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

: "Reminder to self: Do not act impusively, it will only hurt."

Second day of lunar new year, and loneliness crawled in accompanied with a huge storm of
mixed emotions and all you want is just a good cry. I'm sure, i'm pretty contented with what i've now. Looking back once or twice made me realised, how much things have changes, how many people has left, how many people entered, not forgetting the lovely ones that has stayed throughout. those that i've been through, those that had pushed me down, those that have pieced me back, those that i'd gained and lost. i'm never good in words to voice out words that is left deep in me, i'm never good in expressing feelings that im feeling inside me, neither do i have great grammer and vocabulary to make every post of mine a good post with perfect english.
thus, this is the unique part of me that makes me extraordinary from most of you. and everyone has their own unique part too isn't it. my confident got beat easily, but i'll pick it up and pieced them back(: time is the only limiting factor to be overcome now.

p.s. thanks TJY mei she just drawn a smile on my face!

2011-01-06T23:13:00.004+08:00

(A really late new year post!)

"Happy 2011"
A brand new year ahead but probably it could never be a brand new start to everything i guess. 2010 a really great and fruitul year ahead with all ups and downs ride. But it's all these that makes us for who we are and yes definitely stronger than before. Family & friends was and still the important assets of mine that i would never wanna lose them. And yes i should learn to be less irritating, bad tempered, annoying and all, likewise i should also learn not to be pissed/irritated/annoyed/easily. Cos i know how bad and deep all these could actually hurt them and i don't wanna be there crying, feeling guilty and bad onlyafter what i've done. I don't wanna suffocate myelf wth guilt anymore. For friends wise, sorry if i haven't been a really good friend but im really thankful for friends i knew is still friends i know. Indeed, we will never know how long could we hold on to these friendship but, let's continue to hold on to it till many many many years later down the road!:D

Resolutions for 2011:
1. To be happy
2. To go on a diet (which i seriously MUST)
3. Study hard
4. Be more thrifty and stop being such a shoppaholic.

2010-12-24T23:48:00.012+08:00

It's 4 mins past twelve andand it's christmas it's christmas!! MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!~
Collection of my favourite christmas tree..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR CHRISTMAS BABY SISTER (insert heart shape)

(editted)
Christmas cum birthday celebration for baby sister is love:D with no logcake, no candles, no birthday songs and wishes, but we still love it. Simple lunch, followed by simple movietime - Little fockers (the first movie the four of us watched together) simple shopping at JP & IMM and followed by simple dinner. awwww (insert heart shapesssss) what could be more meaningful, lovely, sweet, awesome than this..

2010-12-21T22:38:00.004+08:00

ALPHA RCYC 2010

Thanks for all the wonderful, memorable memories for the past 4days 3nights, be it the good or the bad. Campfire was really a blast! Not forgetting Ubin, Sentosa and Zoo. These are all places where friendships are forged, memories are created as we go through all of them leaving all sweats and footprints behind. And im really glad with the fact that we all did managed to go through all these together as one whole Alpha family. It is a really great seeing all improvements that the cadets had made after everything, the bondings and friendships that tied them up going through all the toughs. And of cos not forgetting working with all great people that you'd never worked before with, learning from one and other, excepting one another and I'm really, really, really glad that we did managed to end of everything beautifully. I'm really sorry if i've burden you guys with my emotions cause i knew, i could definitely done so much better than this. Thankyou Amrose sir, Hadi sir, Daphne maam, Eugene, Mardhiyah, Rachel, Siok Hui, Irfan, Chien Chiam sir, Francessca. I've really, really, really learnt alot from all of you, nice working with you guys(: Nevertheless, Alpha is really awesome and hottttt!! (insert heart shape)

2010-10-16T23:01:00.004+08:00

Me ... I ... no longer knows how i feel, how i am thinking anymore, any longer.

2010-10-09T21:02:00.007+08:00

That's "me" @ Shanxi (:

&& Here's Zy @ Sinagpore (:

:"Sweet, sweet, sweet heart melting friends that I'm having! their greetings all the way from Shanxi!"

It has been a week since they were there. Yesterday's today I was sleeping over at Reb's house for a night till their morning flight. Couldn't be there at the airport to send them off, have to rush for attachment instead. How sad:( All these while, I've been wondering if i could be a little more persistant, probably i might talk over my parents? But it's all too late to talk about it now and Dad made his promise to me that he'll be letting me in if there's another chance of it. [let me pray real hard that there it] 3weeks might sound that its short and its not like that they are gonna be over for a really long time, but it really makes me feel that I'm gonna be missing alot. Lots of fun, lots of memories! & I'm missing them all badly. Life has been really bored without having them here in Singapore. I missed Crys, Deb, shar, Reb, Zy, Fab and ofcos not forgetting you .. Lee Shu Ying Athena!! Was over the phone chatting with Crys & Deb yesterday night, and that makes me missing them even more. Thank god, they are still able to get through the sucky internet over there and my message and voice is still able to get over to Shanxi! Don't forget ah, all of you guys not only have the responsibe to study uh but to get me many many many & many more presents alright! Please take good care of yourselves from the uperb cold weather over there and all the best for Monday's test alright! Big big big big & big love to all of you!!

2010-09-14T21:01:00.009+08:00

I'm lovin' them deep, deep, deep. Family chalet was awesomely fun with cliques' company! A fun-filled, lovely, cosy, happy, marvelous 3D2N spent. Spending almost 3hrs to start a fire for our BBQ dinner cause of the lao-g charcoal that we'd got, playing Texas and dices nosily while the others are sleeping soundly, sleeping at late hours such as 0700, sleeping squeezingly, cosily on the beds and matresses, dragging each other out of bed for Brunch, all the joys, funs, laughters, burns and screams that we'd at Wild Wild Wet [I still coulnt' believe that i'd took the Samsung ride] :O [wipe sweat] the crazy drinking session, Bailey taste nice, and the Mac breakfast that caused my diarrhea and vomitting etc. sorry for making you guys waiting outside Mac:X I'm enjoying every single moments of fun and not forgetting, HAPPY LEGAL EIGHTEEN DEAREST SHAR! Let's share more of these moments! I wanna spend more time with you guys, more outings, more family dinner, more screamingly k session, more study sessions, more overnight staying, more of everything with you guys. Cause, I'm in love with you guys who are far too awesome!!

I'M LOVIN' THEM (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

Ops team three gathering at Marina barrage. Sandwich preparation at Freak's house I couldn't be of much help to the girls when it comes to the Kitchen:X kite flying [didnt manage to flew any] :(, Frisbee, bubbles, picnic, photoshooting, games, sweats, joys, funs and laughters and everything under the sun. Shades and umbrella didn't save me from sunburns! I'm tanned:( Tze char for dinner and bowling at chevron! Thank ewe Leonard sir for the ride home and freak for your concern(:

2010-08-15T17:54:00.010+08:00

I've a really, really cute little neighbour. Little Bonnie offered me a piece of honey sweet (for sore throat) after hearing me trying to clear the phalgm that was in my throat and asked if im having a sore throat. How sweet and thoughtful for a six year old kid!! <:) NR presentation was finally done and over!!-smiling widely- no more Nr for the next semester! Nsl theory paper was over too! But.. it really left me no impression whether did i complete my last question completely! See FREAK, what have you done to me, leaving me with this doubt to bother me! gahhhhh(: Thick skin family cum OIP outing (though im not part of them) is so happening and im sure that im so gonna be missing out lots and lots of fun, their performance, bangala dance and pink panther (dalang) dance! It all makes me feels so "wanted-to-go" Please dont leave me out after returning from the 3weeks trip!:(:(:( Im not making full use of my YOG holiday for mugging. Cause im not focusing hard enough. Tv is distracting me, FB is distracting me, bed&pillow is attracting me. Practical test which is just this Thursday is the killer! Shitababy!:( Please never give me Chest Tube. I've not practice a single dumb thing of it and by remembering the requisites can really blank my mind and make me panic. Please be nice to me, I want... BLOOD TRANSFUSION!

P.s. I've got Winnie The Pooh polaroids film, have yet taken any with Piglet prints..

: "Being a friend is just not about sharing a joke, a conversation, a cup of coffee or a funny story. It means sharing a honest and true part of you."

Dear friends, Thanks for accepting me for who I am! Cause that really mean lots to me! Im really blessed to have you guys around! Really! BIG LOVE!!! :D:D:D

2010-07-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when your's was broken.
You will fight with your best friend,
you will blame a new love for things the old one did.
You'll cry cause time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take all the pictures, have all the laughters and love like you have never been hurt before.
Because every sixty seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness that you will never get back
- DIRISSY

2010-07-26T20:48:00.009+08:00

don't forget to ...

remember to ...

just ...

look forward ...

never let past to cripple you from the present..

2010-07-18T17:16:00.003+08:00

Second week of school, thank god im still a kicking alive, school load has pilling higher and higher as days passed. Time to buck up! Common test results are really atrocious. D, D+s and C+ is all I got. No Bs no As. Not even a single pathetic one. Oops:/ less complain, if what I've now isn't enough to satisfied my greediness than I've got to double the hardwork, time and effort than what I've spent. Updates on the recent:
1. CAC RCYRD 2010. The blur and lost feeling is still in mind. Really scary, I totally have no idea of what to do until someone really tell me what I need to. That's really terrible of me and i knew it:( 4years after i'd passed out from ulp06, the same venue that it was being held for ulp 06. And I didn't got to be there with my dearest mentors and ulp mates because of ndp trainings. I could still remember how much I would really which to be there. ulp06 has always been one of the greatest and memorable events that I'd went through, I'd made friends! Friends that we are still in contact even till now(L)(L)(L)

2. NDP NE 2 i've got my fun pack!:D singing along with the national songs, happily waving the national flag that was in our fun pack high up in the air, screaming our lungs out though people are staring. hahhs. we are enjoying ourselves! think back when was the last time i was up there in the audience sector for ndp, uh that will be 2003? hahhs. the NE show when i was in primary 5. I still love fireworks, it's really preeeetttyyyy! I like it:D:D

p.s/ I'm done with my pharmaco hmwk! Like finally! I'm craving for choloate elaires, Hanis cafe pie, chocolate waffle, Tissue prata etcetc. I need to do some work out before I can tugg and stuff all these into my stomach(!!!) Jogging anyone? I'm off for my sit-ups!:D:D:D

2010-07-05T21:29:00.014+08:00

SYF 2010 is abosolutely loveee (L)
Rounds of applause for the 31 awesome cadets whom has managed to pull themselves through all trainings under all hot and undesirable weather, sacrificing their holidays and rest time for the whole entire week of intensive trainings. Never thought that we could be bonded like this, never thought that we could all .. go through this together, as a whole SYF 2010 family. A really awesome experience getting to work with awesomely great seniors and batchmates. Thanks for all encouragements and pointers, thanks for helping and guiding me through. Trainings are tiring, leaving home in the early morning, back home late at night, but we all went through these together(: Nothing could speaks that kind of feeling and satisfaction when you actually sees the cadets marching on the platform, and everything is all worthwhile..

Snapshots:

Our gifts for the 31 lovely cadets

Do, Re, Me, Fa ~

Batchmates(:

Funny and not-so-funny shots [:

Joan maam

QiHui maam

Jason sir

JunJie sir

JingNi maam

HongYi sir

WeiYang

JunJie

Jamie

JiaYuan

Meee

Instructors' angel(:

From QiHui maam(:(:

March with might..

SYF 2010 FAMILY:D

friends forever till the end..

2010-06-18T23:34:00.008+08:00

1 week for attachment down another week to go, and last day's shift ends at 2100hrs -dislike this, dislike this-
Sometimes, its really people that can actually makes you stay and leave. As you grow, as your social circle widen, it actually expose you to a greater exposure of human's inner world. Getting to work with all sorts of people with all sorts of personalities, with all kinds of different aspects and philosophy etc etc. Human's personality doesn't goes the way that you want it to be, you have to learn to accept the personalitiy differences of others and accomodate to each others' differences. Misunderstandings, communication breakdown when you are unable to deliver the message that you had wanted to, when the other party just couldn't seems to have receive the message of yours or misinterpreted the message of yours. Or the other party just couldn't be bothered and is stubborn enough to have things to go his/her way and doesn't give a damn to his/her partner. As you moves on, more and more of these are what we will all be facing, attachment is just a slight taste for your taste buds of how it tastes and does not matters which profession you are in. I've to endure and hang on there and pull it through. 1 more study year and 2 more bond serving year. Since I still couldn't decide on what i want in life and life doesn't come with try and delete than why not try and error and learn and try again(:(:(: I'll have the power to pull through(!!!)

2010-06-10T23:43:00.011+08:00

I've totally neglected my blog. Oops:/ Back to revive it before it's really dead. Year 2 life is really much much more tougher. Never ending lectures, class tests, quizes, projects and common tests, the typical student routine, with chimology modules that you have to get your brain crack to understand, tried all sorts of ways that you can think of to keep yourself awake during lectures. Plus getting to squeeze into bus/mrt at undesirable peak hours to and after school. The lists goes on. but at least, im still having my dear classmates around. Common tests has ended and here comes attachment. The routine and holiday is what im yearning now with all shopping and hanging out time. A little break before everything starts all over again.

updates on the recents:
- NR project is driving us mad, but it was the first time that im feeling the kind of bond we have while stressing over project, the first project that we'd gave in our all, money, time, brainjuices etc etc. thanks to all whom have contributed:D i really like the design from the bottom of my hypothalamus.
- Advance birthday celebration of ozy 18th birthday at Aston, DNA bridge. but someone was nice enough to spoilt the surprise uhh. hahhs. night scenary there was awesomely nice. somehow, my attire just didnt get to suit the nice awesome place. sucha waste. i should have got myself something to change into after SYF:( i wanna go there again for nice photos plus presentable clothing(:(:
- Nice dinner with Crys, Deb, HuiYi, Shar, Zy, Fab at Shukudo and Marvellous cream for desert. Im really tempted to try Rosti (with curry) now. Really tempted:/

HAPPY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY TO ME TOO:D

Yesyes. finally nineteen my last teenage year, and imagine next year it will be twenty. Gosh it sound freaking old, 2+0=20 (!!!) Anw, thanks to all for your well wishes, and poly mates for the mini celebration. (L)s all<:)

A tight slap to wake myself up, from a really nice dream and back to reality. I'll learn to let go

2010-04-27T21:24:00.003+08:00

Feeling uperb bad now for breaking a supposed to be kept promise cum commitment. Studies, something which has been occupying my time ... gradually. Cause of the poor time and stress management im having and people out there have to suffer with me.

i hate it how my patience are running thin whenever im stress,
i hate it how demanding, irritating and stubborn i could get whenever im in stress,
i hate it how my unreasonable could be a great nuisance to the others,
i hate it how my problems could actually be a burden to the others,
i hate it how my sis and friends have to listen to all my whinings and complains,
i hate it how dreams and hopes are dashed after putting in all expectation for it,
i hate it how i could actually disappoint a person,
i hate it how im neglecting my social circle just for studies,
i hate it how im being so insensible enough.
i hate it how im not able to help a friend in need,
i hate it how to see people whom i love to be hurt by me unintentionally,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! i still love you as much as i do! i'll not keep you worry anymore, i'll be honest to you. thanks for all your uncondition love, care and concern. thanks for being the greatest dad of the whole universe! thanks for all that you'd done. i dont want you to be working that hard, just to strive the best for us, but i just want you to be happy and stay by my side forever!:D:D:D im really glad that, it is you, who are my daddy! i truly love you! i love you!(L)(L)(L)

2010-04-23T20:41:00.008+08:00

I used to hate long bus rides. But not anymore after today i guess. When you will just shut your ears with your earpiece, isolate yourself from all outside voice throughout the ride, ponder, reminisce and reflect, with all emotions, thoughts and memories just kept appearing while the bus moves as well as all scenary passing one after another. uperb bad moodswing i had today. but its also one of these few times, you will actually need some of this "ME TIME" to actually reflects on the recent happenings and all things that actually goes wrong in your life.

" So simple, yet so complex, so weak, yet so powerful, so confusing, yet so desirable, so wonderful, yet so unbelievable, so unpredictable, yet so true; it's all about life how you live your life with ups and downs on the way of success."Written in 2010 by Bharat Sehgal --- India

2010-04-20T19:12:00.006+08:00

UPDATES!

Friday 16 April

Pay day and promotion day! Double happiness day!<:) Rushed off from work to meet Shuying, Peling and Yingyan to head to Dunman sec but all of them was late which i thought, i would be one who will be late in the end. hahhs. doughnut ball was nice, just that ... too sugar-ish:/ hehhs. love dunman sec's hall but definitely not the toilet which provides free suana service uh! ushering of guests to stage, but i screwed my job at some part of it, with some guests just walking up the stage w/o being ushered:/:/:/ the mistakes that a usher can never make! whatever it is, its over, i'll just take it as a experience to learn from(: (Y) my first promotion for my vi rank. -happy, happy- though we didnt really have the time to enjoy the atmosphere and have enough time for photos taking, but still, im happy. hahhs. didnt manage to catch the last train and thus have to cab home all the way from Tampinies to Yewtee. uperb long taxi ride with Sarah T, Shuying and Esther maam! thankyou Esther maam!:D:D:D

Monday 19 April

A official date that marks the start of my year two life. and im still in my holiday mood which havent been adjusted back. first lectures im already in the dozing off mood. glad that i'd still pull myself through all lectures. (applause for me) :D:D:D

Snapshots;

2010-04-13T22:54:00.012+08:00

The worst working i'd ever had so far. mean and unfriendly people. and i mean really unfriendly. shut the (toot) mouth of yours unless you are there telling me that you can actually work with your mouth. i respected you simply because of your age and not whatever you say are all right. you are breaking my tympanic membrane so please shut that (toot) mouth of yours. what im there for is nothing else but for work. im not there working for you by taking your commands while you doing nothing, surfing the net, munching your snacks but still get to earn your salary. if thats your definition of "im unable to work" with me fitting into it, than so be it. i cant be bothered anyway. for all part-timers too i bet. cause, we wont be there for long. three more effing days im there and thats all.
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Kbox-ed with Shuying, Peiling, Yejing and Xiaoli at Clementi kbox. eight dollars package but i didnt make my every single bucks worth it cause im only there for 2 hours. lets have another session soon please! hahhs. im so tempted for K now and have not enough of singing. there's still so much songs on list that i'd wanted to sing>:( i love singing despite the fact that i cant sing! hehhs:D dinner was damn filling. zi char for dinner. had my favourite dish, tie ban dou fu!<:) though it wasn't really that nice as expected but ... still accepted. hahhs. continued hanging out with cliques and mac, sharing about everything as usual. the past, the present and our future. our heart-to-heart talk. hehhs. i love my present, my friends and everyone whom is around me now. we may not know how many more years can our friendship be going down the road and that doesn't matters anymore. cause what i would like to cherish, is the friendship of ours now(!!!) no point looking too far ahead <:)

(L) Daddy! (L) Daddy for being uperb sweet over the phone earlier on. thanks for wanting to walk me home with the umbrella when you know it was raining heavily here.

2010-04-09T22:07:00.005+08:00

attachment are over. finally overrrrr!<:) no more counting down! no more dragging myself out of bed at wee hours! hehhs. (jumps around with joys) :D lalala!~ a week of holiday, yet im burning my holidays with work, which is something i really need it now. more than my sleep definitely. hehhs. for the first time, im having this strong feeling to actually count on my own strength to get something for people whom i care. if thats the process of growing, than im now in the midst of learning(: year one has really ended. looking forward to school(!!!):D

2010-04-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

(Y) half way through attachment and 1 more week, i'll be done with it. somehow, time passed much more faster this time round, attachment are more meaningful, memorable and surprisingly enjoyable. getting to know great peoples, listened and encountered all kinds of different stories. the happy(s) and the sad(s) i'd never ever thought that attachment could be this enjoyable and less torturing if you were to learn to like all things that you are doing, finding a purpose of it!:D Forever(?) a word that will never exist in my dictionary. people leave, life goes on.
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1. ops team three bbq at jj's big house. once again, i sucks at cycling. got a few nice bruises from my fall. thanks jj for being sucha great host. afternoon nap was nice! hehhs(:
2. charlie birthday celebration at Justasia for Esther maam& ShuYing with PeiLing, Jorin maam, Calvin, JingKai, Mizael sir today. uperb full. throat are like damn pain now after drinking of softdrinks, fried chicken, chocolate. im making my throat from bad to really worst:/

2010-04-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIGGG NINETEEN FREAK! (belated) hehhs. though this post was supposedly to be up like a few days ago:/ but i'd only got to post it like now. sorry my dear superb duperb uperb ultra best friend who i'd know for 7 years plus luh:D a poor friend who is always there to hear all my rantings and everything. someone who will stand all my unreasonable which is really irritating most of the times (i admit it too) indeed, im not a really great friend but really thanks for standing by my side all this while! and seriously im really glad with the fact that, our friendship are still standing strong after so many things. big big big love to you from your dearest ME!:D hehhs. lets hold on to this friendship till many, many, many years down the road alrights:D

2010-03-19T20:50:00.004+08:00

UPERB :D today! -lalalas-
results aren't really that disappointing. cos i'd finally got to see A and even A+'s on my result slips! totally overjoyed! hahhs. if i'd only start working hard for my semester 1, my gpa would be at least a slightly more presentable i guess. gpa looks really ugly being pulled down by my previous semester. hahhs. alrights, i shall stop being bothered by that! but what makes me really contented was, i finally reaped what i sowed! all efforts, time and everything are not wasted afterall:D really contented(!!!) (:> another blessful news! P10, T05, L02 the new classes of mine, but, im still ending up in the same class most of my dearest cliques and classmates! sadly, the all of us still didnt end up to be in the same class, but what's really fortunate is, our classes are not really that far apart! we can still see each other during lectures! cos we are all in L02!:D time table this round is really ... nice. -wipe sweat- school is being merciful to us for the first semester but guess it wouldn't be the same for the second uh. since when had my immune system been that weak? its the second time with just a month apart that im running a fever again. subside please! i wanna enjoyed the last few days of holidays to the fullest before holiday ends laa!:( attachment in another 2 days time! the 15 tough days(120hrs) to pull through.

TADAAA

2010-03-04T15:21:00.015+08:00

-BIG HELLOS-
:/:/:/ havent been updating for quite awhile luh:/ && its really, really, really dead here. hahhs. (Y) semestral exams has ended (for like so long from than till now) hahhs. finally, got to have some break now to make up for all the time loss for the past few weeks, mugging and burning of midnight oil. ohh, and there goes my cny mood too:( to mug during the period of cny is gonna be so not productive at all:( i mean it when i say this:( and now, results are coming out like real soon! just this friday lehhh:( Job hunting, anither failed task. but this time round, im really determine to get a job for all my expenses that i need than just asking them from dad. hope it isnt to late to be independent!:D

Recent events:
T13's BBQ
the first class bbq that is being organised, and though it doesn't really turn out to be one afterall but almost everyone of us are present. and cliques finally had a full pictures with everyone captured!:D couldn't joined themfor stayover cum drinking session at rebby's house though i really wanted to:( p.s. sorry for the smurged on those cards, had already tried to prevent the ink from smurging but yet ...
NFC:
i knew i could have done a better job than this. sorry:/ but i'lll learn from it! unity didnt make it to the top 3 but in fact, what's disappointing wasn't the results but the attitude of the some of them. "FAILURE AREN'T PEOPLE WHO HAD FAILED BUT PEOPLE WHO FAILED TO STAND AFTER FAILING!" (L) the open space just outside J8! where the night breeze there is really cooling:D

Snapshots:

RC CLIQUES (L)

2010-02-17T20:36:00.004+08:00

♥
Met up with Peiling at JE Mrt to travel to Bugis for breakfast hunting. Top one session with Shuying, Peiling, Qingxiang, Jason, Hongyi and Richard sirs:D as usual, 6 hours of singing is definitely worth the bucks but wouldn't it be a little too? hehhs(: Steamboat dinner with Yejing, Xiaoli and Esther maam joining. hehhs. and we have bbq this time apart from just having steamboat and the strong bbq smell are with us:( chit-chatting session at Bugis mac till eleven and trained home.
-omg- doom, doom, doom! mati, mati, mati laa. FON is just this friday, finished flipping through book1, book2 later, but looking through of the past years paper is really omg laa. fainting soon. i could hardly answer them i guess, what makes it even worst is that, the past year papers dont come along with answer sheets:( how to study:/ arggg!

2010-02-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

虎年快乐 & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :D
Getting of preetty new clothes/accessories, munching of new year goodie, receiving of ang baos and getting to see familiar faces which you havent been seeing for long are the only joy for bai nian i guess. hahhs. but somehow, the feeling of new year isnt the same as it used to be anymore without the presence of ahmah! totally different! someone who is always the excited one when new year is getting nearer, dressing up in her preetty clothes, cant wait for her children and grandchildren to be there and also happy to be giving out ang baos. i really misses her. alot alot!:(

2010-02-12T23:19:00.012+08:00

LOVE IS IN THE AIR :D:D:D
Aap tutorial with Dr Myat!

On the way to BT plaza

Jumping over the big longkang:(

gave up jumping!:/

after running to the bus stop

Dr Ron!

CmBio practical!

trying their best to show L-O-V-E

-happy valentine!(L)(L)(L)-

my balloon!:D

Love is in the lift:/ hehhs

XOXO(!!!)

2010-02-11T23:11:00.005+08:00

(L)(L)(L) school today. the last lesson that we are actually having right before exams, before holidays, before attachment, before we are separated into different classes next study year! a day memorable day to remember!:D out to bukit timah plaza for lunch! kfc! fattening! hahhs. but that kfc outlet is really special to be situated right inside ntuc fairprice finest. weird uh. hahhs. rounds of pools after lunch. hahhs. 3 bucks for 30 mins per table. cheap and just nice for us to rush for lessons after that:D but we aren't playing proper pool but more of phototakings instead:/ ohgosh! i still remember that dumb, big longkang which i refused to jump over and the proper pathway is just another few more steps away laa:( on the road junction, we were deciding should we or should we not run over to the bus stop, on the midst of deciding, a heavy downpour came. hahhs. and we ran off straight to the bus stop, with shoes kept dropping off. heart balloons distributed at SIM bus stop. lovingly cute. the valentine atmosphere!:D sucking in of helium gases gives you your cute, chipmunk voice! thats what i just knew today!:D everyone is cute today!:D but not too much of sucking! what an undecisive days, bus has already approached right in front of us, and still considering whether to join the rest to cine for yogurt, till the bus door closes, i still couldn't make my mind up:/ so went home after that.
p.s. Saharah! upload the pictures soon alrights!:D
cny is just round the corner, yet, i just felt so weird deep inside. not in any mood of anticipating it like the past. its gonna be so different this year without...

2010-02-06T23:43:00.010+08:00

school is killing me and draining off all my sleep time, my weekends and all my brain juice. hahhs. how awfully mean could school be to have semestral exams on friday, the week of chinese new year!>:( nr presentation on monday. i still didnt like literature review. not even a single bit of it definitely! AAP practical on monday too, and im so gonna drill all 41 parts and functions deep into my brain! not only for the sake of prac test but exams too, eventually it might help uh?:D nsl practical, tuesday and im like totally not prepared for it at all. and when you look back, you will than realised how easy the stuffs like donning on of PPE were as you compared to now?! semestral exams! im so gonna mug hard and hard and hard for it! i still want my As badly! a year is gonna be over soon, a year 2 student to be, a tougher year to go through.

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Him/Bimbos outing cum John sir's advance birthday "surprise" celebration was awesome!:D though the surprise doesn't really turn out to be one. hehhs:/ games time at mindscafe was really fun. especially the UGLY DOLLS! -ugly, ugly, ugly- :D i wanted a few more rounds of it!:D didnt like the bone game which i really sucks at:(

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last day of nsl, fon and sw:(

BIM/HIMBOS OUTING:D

2010-01-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Projects&studies (class test,practical test,semestral exams)! its all driving me mad! and why must there be a total of five weekdays and just a pathetic two weekend per week?:( -just let me whine here please- i love my common test results(but certainly not for some) who would never ask to have straight As for results? indeed, semestral exams are so gonna be so much more harder which mean, more efforts&hardwork! especially for heavy modules.
i need savings for shopping! charles&keith bag and pouch, headband, poloroid camera (full-stop)

life means so much more than just complaining and i knew that. but sometimes, you'll just need a personal space for you to vend and release all emotions that you'd been holding to it for so long.
when it all falls apart ...

2010-01-17T22:16:00.003+08:00

everything was all so familiar once again when you look back. but everything is not gonna be the same as the past anymore. move on! move on!

2010-01-12T22:05:00.004+08:00

it has been a year. just 1 year ago, it was me who was down sitting in the auditorium nervously, waiting for the kind principal to finish delivering her speech for results. and now, im already a year 2 to be student, down struggling with all projects and modules work, which is like pilling higher and higher. nursing, a course which is none of my choice, yet im in now. reason being isn't really because of result. but the main reason is, i really didnt know what exactly i want. where my interest lies and so on. all these has never ever crossed my mind and im sort of being "force" to think of all these with just a short period of time allowance. didnt make full use of the 12 choices given, im being dump into RP and some course which i'd totally have no idea what isit about even till now. but even being given another choice, i'll probably still make the same decision i guess. RP's teaching method isn't really attractive to me at all. nursing, at least science seems more interesting to me as compared to businesses course with formulas and numbers flying over you, i'd enough of maths and im glad that ive pass. a fact to clarify, i didnt like nursing at all. even till now. not even a single bit. the thought of being a nurse for life, can really drive me crazy! and im serious about it which attachment has really prove me so. but, im not so gonna give it up when im like done with a semester plus, i didnt want all my efforts and hardwork and my dad's hardearn money to be dump down the drain. so at least for now, stay focus and 2 more years later, i will being graduating with a nursing diploma, and its decision time again. to think of where do i exactly wanna head to.

2010-01-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

ohgosh! this week almost killed me man! it really sucks to the max when you'd to wake up superb early suchas 0650 for 0800 lessons (not to mention those who live at the edge of the green line and purple line, they are even worst.) and lessons only end at 1800 for like 4 consecutive days? this can really kill from the serious lag of sleep. and im so gonna be making the full use of my weekends to get as much sleep a sleep can. catching up of studies tmr too. im so lost attending all lectures, cos whatever i'd studies in last semester, i hardly remember them now. results for common test, is like considered the best results that i've ever achieve eversince being enrolled. but, more hardwork to go for doing even better for some of the modules at least, and maintaining of grades for exams which holds the scary high percentage which actually determines your gpa.

FON - A+ (a pleasant surprise)
CMBIO - A (pathetic 1 more mark for an A+)
AAP - B
PHARMACO - D+ (red alert!)
NSL - D+ (red alert!)

project doesn't really kill. what really kills is time constraint and you really need good time management. how to pull time out to get everything done when you'd a superb, duperb, uperb pack timetable:( FON, SAWI, NR, Pharmaco. everything will be better till week4 after all datelines are cleared and what ive to do now is, to hang on till week4! im sure, im not the only one now, who's shagged and struggling so big jiayous to everyone!
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open house is fun, though it wasnt meant for us at all. hahhs. and its kinda guilty, walking around bluffing people that we were some freshies that'd just taken their olevels for games, goodies and also trying out new things, from the other course especially and there's really people approaching us believing that we were graduates from some sec school. (guilty-ness level up) but, that only happens, when you are dressed in your home clothes, cliques and i were wearing the S&W shirt, and noone really bother about us at all, totally, not at all man. hahhs. like what i say, this open house wasn't meant for us and in fact, we 'd enough of fun yesterday, so it should be enough uh? hahhs. i've not try Puppet making and stuffs, i wanted the NP tee, which is uperb nice and i really want it much. can i help out now?

2010-01-04T19:48:00.006+08:00

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Seafood platter

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Ohplease! its just and only the first day of school, yet it just doesn't feel like one man! workloads are pilling up, stress are all drawing nearer, time are just far not enough for me. yes, 24hours are not enough for me to juggle everything up and balance them. less fb-ing, less blogging, less msn-ing!

2010-01-01T19:32:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 2010!

BEWARE! a long and wordy post ahead!

It has been another year, a challenging yet fruitful year despite of all up and down rides that happens!:D

1. People leaves, life goes on. you can cry and whine and scream a million, a zillion of times that life sucks, but you will still have to live on with it, simply because that's what life is all about.

2. Obstacles might stand on your way, but you will still have to make your way through and cross through all hurdles.

3. Nobody lives to owe you a living.

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Family&friends, the important assets in life that i can never live my life without them. the ones whom has been enduring my bad habits, tantrums, picking me up from my fall, a good lecture to pull me back on track or even a simple act that shows their concern!(: Dad! the one that has been earning really hard to give us a living despite of his old age! Mom! the one that has been controlling the most, being afraid that i might fall off track! Sis! the one whom has been listening to me the most! Each and everyone of them really mean lots to me. not forgetting, my beloved and dearest ahmah. How long will it really take to forget the pain and scar the wound of losing someone who was significant in your life? 5 months and 22 days ... i really miss her!

A year, we'd all been separated from classmates that we'd been together for 5years, studying in all different tertiary institute, pursuing our individual dreams and future. getting to know, another bunch of new friends, someone whom i'd never ever thought that i'll knew them. i love them all, and im really blessed to have them as my friends:D - CRYSTAL, DEBBIE, REB, SHAR, JAS, KESH, NADIA, SAHARAH, ZHIYANG, FABIAN, MYRON, BRANDON, NAS we play, we laugh, doing illegal stuffs during class test:X, helping each others to skip lectures BUT also help each other to catch up whatever our friends has missed, but most importantly, i love them because, they are always there whenever i need them, whenever im lost during certain lectures, whenever im stuck in my project, whenever im drifting away from the cliques after not attending so many outings, there will always be the someone to pull back to the clique.

Redcross, something that has been living with me eversince my sec school days till now, growing from a cadet to a vi. though it might seems to be very lifeless to the others but they can never imagine how much redcross has given me. it'd given me a bunch of lovely batchmates! especially the closest ones - SHUYING, PEILING, YEJING & XIAOLI as well as seniors - seniors of ops team 3 and not forgetting bimbo maam - ESTHER(KER) MAAM

A SPECIAL BIG THANKS TO MY HARDCORE BEST FRIEND LEE SHU YING, someone whom has been through almost everything with me, enduring all my unreasonable and tantrums. same as the others, there are also times when we'd failed to communicate however, despite of this, im really glad with the fact that, we're still friends, best friends! someone whom i can really trust and trash all my problems to, someone who was the first on mind that i wanna share my joy, sorrow and anger with! thanks & (love):D

2009-12-27T22:10:00.005+08:00

Girls outing yesterday was cool. and its really nice in seeing all familiar faces again after for like a year (almost) went to vivo with Shuying, Suvin, Puiyi, Joey, Rebecca and Elaine. spent time shopping, rot around and not forgetting the christmas present exchange. got joey's present and Puiyi got mine. Had ben&jerry, dinner, camwhoring, chitchatting, gossiping and everything under the stars and moon!:D everything just seems to be familiar once again. outing, outing and more outing please! not necessary must it be some shopping sessions a simple dinner will do! afterall, its the company that matters. and you guys will definitely be the best company!:D big loves to the girls that made my day!

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2009-12-25T21:12:00.010+08:00

we wish you a merry christmas
we wish you a merry christmas
we wish you a merry christmas
and a happy new year!
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE & Happy birthday teo jia yin!:D
im just gonna be so broke with all these christmas exchanges:( shoe hunting tmr! so excited of getting my red everlast shoes tmr! please tell me that, there's still size that will fit me. but, most most importantly please tell me that there's still red! there's still lots of things on list that i'll still wanna get but ... would heaven rain cash please? if not, santa! please drop a bag of cash before leaving tonight please! okay, just let me continue to dream on uh?
stayover at jj's gigantic, empty and nice house yesterday. had presents exchange. took Joanne maam's present and Nic sir took mine this time:/ oops. sorry! cos i was really running out of ideas of what to get other than chocos!:/ crapped, played and stayed up with peeps till 5.00am in the morning till me and peiling can no longer tahan and went up to catch some sleep. but ending up, im the one who slept the earliest, but slept the most!:/ and hongyi sir drove jj's family car to yck and trained to grandma house from there for her pre brithday celebration. i love today's dinner! zhu chao for dinner was really yummilicious:D

all i want for christmas is _____. (fill in the blank yourself:/)

2009-12-23T15:48:00.025+08:00

-woohoo- (dance around) yesterday night was totally awesome. Charlie instructors celebration dinner at Marina square's Pizza Hut. Everyone was present- Shuying, Peiling, Esther maam, Jorin maam, Khairul, Jingkai, John sir, Mizael sir except for our lovely umpire, Calvin poh! please be there for our next gathering or dinner bla bla bla!:D haha. Met up lovely chua peiling and lee shuying at lot1 for our christmas present hunting for present exchange. and it really took us quite some time to decide on what to buy. wasted part of our money on Popular cos of the failed plan:( bought the nike bottle and dark chocos ferrero for exchange and we were really, really, really later for dinner:/ sorry(!!!):/ hawaiian pizza(pineapple-less), drumlets & chicken soup!:D havent been dining in at Pizza hut for really a long time which it used to be the place that we used to hang out for lunch or celebration during sec school life. Follow up was christmas present exhange. John sir took my present and i got Jorin maam's present!:D and coincidentally, John sir's bottle was spoilt. forgot to mention we are all dressed up according to the christmas color, Green&Red! cool uh!(: haha. went to mac for icecream and crapping session and trained home:D
LEE SHU YING, JIAYOUS FOR ATTACHMENT:D big love to you(!!!)

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I LOVE MY BATCHMATES!:D

GREAT DAY WITH GREAT PEEPS:D

2009-12-21T19:26:00.010+08:00

Rcyc 09 was indeed a BLAST (like totally) :D Charlie had won the race! Charlie had won the race! Charlie had won the race! (Woohoo~) threee cheers to Alpha, Bravo and Delta! you guys are great too!:D the another most memorable camp of all on list eversince ulp06. campfire was speechlessly awesome with great, great performance by all cadets as well as the highhhhh spirit of everyone who's there ( i swear) :D like omg! all the cheers are still clearly stucked in mind but there's no one there to scream it out loud with me. charlies' bim/him-bos are missed!:( ohyah, forgot to mention, its really, really, really a nice experience working with bim/him-bos sirs and maams, Esther maam, Jorin maam, John sir and Mizael sir!
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Its time for holiday! and christmas is drawing nearer too. im so gonna anticipate it! gatherings and more gatherings! sec babes, sec classmates, 1009 delta gathering and another addition on the list charlie mentor gathering which is just tmr! presents exchange are really making me p-o-r-k.

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C1!

C2!

little him/bim-bos:D

Charlie division! (i wanted to be in too):

Rcyc09 instructors

2009-12-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

What a bimbotic/himbotic day with Charlie instructors and cadets on saturday! they totally made my day! and it just seems like im so gonna miss so much fun for NHT and Ubin! No! its not only about fun but the bonds too!:( anw, 4 more days to endure for attachment and rcyc after that!:D Common test results are almost out. Nsl results, total disappointment, dont even dare to take a peep at my FON and Pharmaco anymore (pray hard:/) In fact, i should be rather satisfied with Cmbio, cos its the first A in my result slip eversince being enrolled, but...

Its no longer the choices that is available for you to make but more of responsibilities/consequences that you have to bear.

2009-12-06T11:29:00.003+08:00

omg! i realised my blogger was so behind time. i've lots and many and tonnes to blog about and i seriously didnt know where should i start from:( okay lets list them out 1 by 1?
common test:
Pharmaco! the paper which i really have the most confident in ... flunking it. not pessismistic but realistic! FON at least please grant me a boarderline pass. CMBIO & AAP the only papers that ive the confident in. but im not gonna say thats its easy cos its not. head down to chinatown with Debbie, Crystal, ZhiYang, Fabian and Brandon for KOI Cafe's bubble tea. It was debbie's strongly recommendation and ive to say its really niceeee. hahhs. definitely worth the bucks:D:D hehhs. but not $5 per cup:/ And bused to Clarke Quey for Mind cafe's session with Crystal's bf joining us. Funny game for Dirty mind and UGLY, UGLY, UGLY! haha. had Cheezy fish & chips main course for dinner. and again, its really damn filling with the huge gigantic fish. hahhs. later on, bus-ed down to Bugis to meet up with Shuying, Xiaoli and Yuping for their steamboat dinner. and shopped at Bugis street. i saw lots and many and tonnes of preeeeetty clothes and accessories and shoes and i wanna make them all mine, but a peep into my wallet, its e-m-p-t-y except for a 2 bucks notes. (heartache) im so gonna go back there once again!(: && thankyou Xiaoli for your icecream treat! hehhs:D

UIP:
My first leadership camp eversince passing out from vip. indeed, i didnt know much of what to do or say neither did i really guide my beloved Benevolence mentee much. but at the end of contact session 3, to see how much they'd grown, transform and learnt, it will really touches your heart. Maika, Cherra, Rebecca, Xiong Chang, Boon Yao, Jun Yap, all the best and continue to strive high alrights!:D a word of thankyou has never been that meaningful! bus-ed to HQ for ivd dinner with the other uip trainers. dinner was definitely a BLAST! or we are the one who are self-highing. hahhs. but, with the company of batchmates, nice food, fun games, nice songs and everything its equals to funnnnn:D:D:D
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it has been a year. a year of a totally different life. Poly life was great with a bunch of crazzzzzy babes and "guys", they boomz up my life! haha. a senior to be with new freshies coming in and the another bunch of junior batch joining in.
"WELCOME TO THE VI FAMILY 11/10!" :D

2009-11-27T16:26:00.008+08:00

LITERATURE REVIEW DONE & SUBMITTED! what a huge relieved!:D:D:D the reason for the smile of the day. hahhs. no!no!no! in fact, this is so, so, so much more enough for me to hold on to this smile for a week, a month or even more!:D HOHOHO! NSL practical was over too! again, i will never have the fate to get a core skill that i wanted to get so much. i could have been a little more clumsier uh. got into the wrong examination room, and examiner was even nice to offer me a packet of oreo. but afterall, it was just a beautiful mistake made. the nice examiner was not meant to be my examiner. Feeding wasn't that bad overall. got prick by wutt hmon for her BGM. though BGM is simple, but ive yet realised that, the simple the core skills are, the lesser i will think for it, and the more steps i will tend to miss. Common test are just there in like around, 3 days time. but the stress level aren't approaching me yet to motivate for further studying yet. how?how?how? :( camp tmr till monday. and im really running out of time for studying! gosh! gosh! gosh!

2009-11-27T15:57:00.004+08:00

patience are running thin. it's not as if that ive owe you guys a favour or whatever shit. neither isit some excuses that im giving again. but seriously, im tired of being the one always accommodating. just because you guys aren't teo jia wen! and you will never understand her! ive to do it, just because you guys need it. but that doesn't mean that i've to be the one doing it always. drill this fact in that freaking mind of yours.
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mood has been really, really bad. i admitted. probably a side effect stress has gave me uh. being agitated, sensitive over teeny weeny issues, pushing people off, attituding people that are all around me as if they are my debtors. really sorry if ive spoke anything hurtful. but ... just leave me alone for now. i will be fine soon:D

2009-11-15T13:23:00.009+08:00

project workload, class tests and workload, just simply paint my holiday black and white that i'd almost forgot how my weekends has used to be and how colorful they are(!!!) hang on there and everything will be over soon!:D

2009-11-10T21:06:00.011+08:00

GIVE ME A BREAK!

mentally worn out.

1. NR, didnt even know what on heaven is a literature review. but whats more rushy now is. i havent even got my 3 articles for me to review!

2. SAWI, my 800 plus words essay. i got my point. but i didnt know what more to write to meet my 800 word count!

3. Practical test on week 5. Insertion of NG Tube, NG feeding and blood glucose thingy. please god, i wanna have blood glucose(!!!) no insertion.

4. I've limit understanding for FON. yes, its FON again.

5. All my saturdays are occupied. no more waking up late:(

6. Common tests are on week 7. its round the corner. coming soon! gosh:(

7. Common tests week falls at the end of UIP camp.

8. Logistic role are really stressful. or is it me who are stressing myself. but im really afraid to screw things up.

9. Attachment week straight after attachment week. and it seems like i can never have any proper, nice and long break till december!

10. I tend to skip lessons just because of ridiculous reasons, im tired! and that was so not suppose to happen in the first place please! unless i wanna be debart from exams uh.

(sigh) and so far, ive missed 2hours of nsl, late for 1hr30mins of nsl cos lessons are on early 0800. and im missing pharmoco lecture tmr and it get me a whole day free(!!!):D and thanks to kind Debbie for helping me to tap my card:D okay lets list out the things that im gonna do for tmr!

. SLEEP TILL EARLY NOON! at least a 12hours of sleep:D:D (brain will never function well without adequate hours of sleep alrights. hahhs)

. Study for AAP, CMBio, Pharmo and FON

. Done with SAWI

2009-11-01T11:30:00.002+08:00

直到现在，我才真正的确定这一切都是自己一厢情愿罢了！虽然一开始就已经很明白，但是还是然自己给陷进去了！很笨吧？因为到头来，受伤的还是自己。希望自己不会被讨厌，还是朋友旧好了。真正的爱情到底是怎样的？那种感觉或许从来都没有拥有过，所以才更渴望能够拥有。真怀疑自己是否真的爱过，还是只是短暂的爱慕？人，往往都是在找寻能符合他们心目中的完美来填补自己的不完美所以才会爱慕与遐想。但是只要对那个人有了更进一步的了解后，发现了他的缺点与不完美，对于他的爱慕也会开始瓦解了吧。或许也是因为对方真的是太优秀了导致自己的自卑心作祟。这就是爱慕与爱情的差别吧。在爱情里，不管对方的缺点是什么，在怎么的不完美，你还是会接受。不管对方的优点真的好到让你产生自卑心，你也都不会放弃。真的好渴望能够拥有一场属于自己的爱情，不用去羡慕他人。但还是顺其自然好了吧！未来的变数太多！其实呆呆的幻想着所有不可能发生的事情虽然很不切实际但真的会让人感到很幸福！可是也该是时候放手了吧。活在幻界太久，也该回到现实了吧！再见了！:D

2009-10-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

ITS WEEKEND TMR! :D
Know what, after this long week, how i would really wish that i could just let my precious saturday and sunday pass just by stucking myself on my cosy bed and sleep the whole day long instead of dragging myself out of bed for unimportant stuffs. and beauty sleep is really important for girls especially! but that is only if i could(!!!) cos im so dead now. FON lesson today is uperb fun and hilarious. i swear! with ZhiYang as the entertainer of the day with his uperb ultra KUSO acting skills! some of us even laughed rolling off the chairs. our full time kai xin guo!:D had our first Soccer lesson today too. never expect it to be tiring cos it was only our first lesson. or perhaps, it was me who hadn't really been warming my body up for so long?! did those basic kickings and game. waited for the guys at the pool for dinner. soccer ends before their swimming lesson. bus-ed down to west mall for Pastamania with Sharlyn, ZhiYang, Fabian, Myron and Nas. Im officially broke for this month! gotten my next month allowance and i've promised myself to spend it really wisely. i've to make my pocket money grow by saving up instead of letting it shirnk... cos the feeling of being so pork when you still want to spend is really terrible:( thanks ZhiYang for his apple crumb pizza(: shopped around with ZhiYang and Fabian with Sharlyn for their swimming trunks fo their swimming lessons. Funny to see who guys actually chose their trunks:/ im tired, im tired, im tired! im sleeping now, im sleeping ow, im sleeping now!:O

2009-10-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

not feeling good at all, things aren't going on the right path which it was meant to be. everything is just so screwed! failed my duty as a daughter, a friend, a listener, a sister and a leader. living in my own world of lies. what more am i really good at? till now, im still unable to think of any! perhaps in the eyes of others, i should be really contented with the life that im having now instead of yeaping and complaining. but in fact, im not. not at all! if all chances and opportunities given would make me lose and sacrifice all my closest and loved ones, i will never, never, never go to that agreement! simply because they are so, so, so that important to me than anything elses. but now what about this, huge sacrifice that relates about your future for your loved ones?

2009-10-18T18:05:00.019+08:00

(Typing very slowly) ... went for suntan-ing with ShuYing, PeiLing and Celeste yesterday at Sentosa. my second trip there just in this week. Ive no intention of getting any tanner, im tanned enough. but im ending up becoming the tanniest of them all. hate for being tanned so easily and effortlessly. those red tanned marks are really ugly but the most important of all... its uperb ultra pain!:( i wanna get back my tanned but not so tan skin color again! And im still thinking of ways to carry my backpack tmr without using of shoulders (brain-storming for ideas) went to Vivo- KFC for lunch/dinner and "shopped" around Vivo for hours to kill time. Toys 'R Us the most fun of all. Toys'R Us is not only a heaven for little kids, enjoyed ourselves there too! especially those halloween stuffs!;D after making our ways to a few more shops, Face Shop and make our way to Northpoint for bubble tea and sushi! its ShuYing's treat for sushi!;D hahhs. Chatted awhile and Jason sir drove us to Holland Village for supper. sorry for the trouble:/ icecream at Cold Rock and NasiLemak at some market situated at BoonLay and took Jason sir's backed home but the long and ulu way which is clear of vehicle and nice for speeding. and again, sorry for wasting your petrol and time:/ and thankyou!;D

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ending my post with this pics;D

its really time to wake up girl!;O stop daydeaming

2009-10-16T19:24:00.002+08:00

Lost for words. Couldn't get the best adjective for the best description of my mood now. But definitely not in the best of my mood! Not in the mood for everything, had wanted to get a new blogskin but after searching for so long, decided to give this idea up, couldn't find a single one that catches my heart, had thought of giving my tagboard a new look but till i was in the midst of editing, i gave up cos ive thought its still the old one that still looks the best. worst come to worst, being agitated and irritated over teeny weeny matter. And for this moment, i would really wish to be alone ...

2009-10-14T19:44:00.013+08:00

Finally got to met up with my bunch of poly cliques ( Debbie, Crystal, Rebecca, Myron, Fabian, ZhiYang and both Kenneth and Marcia joining in too:) after so long! hahhs. havent really been joining them for the past few outings which really makes me feel bad but at least i've managed to join them this time uh!;D Debbie! i didnt fly you aeroplane this time round luh! haha. was supposed to met up at the monorail station at 1000 but again, everyone was late! (arggg) waited till everyone was there and head off to Giant to shop fo drinks and tidbits and off we took the monorail to Palawan beach (but i still love Siloso beach) hahhs. and the last time that im there was like sec4? too long to remember. spend most of our time in the sea, splashing water and sand fight. my god! guys are always the violent one. move to some paragon due to drizzle and killed our time playing Indian poker and some "higher" or "lower" game and only got ourselves back to the sea when the drizzle has stopped. and the sea makes me dizzy for the day! and thanks to celeste for her panadol! didnt joined cliques for supper and went to bath for dinner and movie with ShuYing, PeiLing, XiaoLi, Celeste, HuiLing, Jason and Stephen (sirs) met up with them at LJS for dinner. im late but that was expected! cos im lost at sentosa! and it really took me quite some time to find my way out there to take the tram back Vivo. Caught 500 days of summer. however this movie wasn't really that nice as from what ive expected. but at least i did managed to keep myself awake instead of wasting my money sleeping in there. unlike "someone" uh. HAHA stayed at Mac to chilled with the rest and trained home.

snapshots:

my perfect artpiece! letter"J"

the mid-autumn festival pics

Earthquake

Topless fiveeee

2009-10-12T14:51:00.008+08:00

人在成長的過程中，難免會遇到挫折。懂得保護自己也要懂得愛護自己！生命的樂章看你自己如何去譜寫。躲避不一定躲的過，面對不一定最難受，得到不一定能長久，失去不一定不再有，轉身也不一定最軟弱。別急著說別無選擇，別以爲世上只有對與錯。許多事情的答案都不是只有一個。所以我們永遠都有路可以走！你能找到理由難過有一定能找到快樂！懂得放心的人找到輕松，懂得遺忘的人找到自由，懂得關懷的人找到朋友。

2009-10-11T20:12:00.011+08:00

Attachment has finally ended and holidays are now here(!!!) hahhs. finally some break after long 3weeks(: yes, though attachment could be really tiring but that was really just what i've thought initially and it was only till the end of the day, i'd than got to realise, how much i had actually gained these 3weeks! staff nurses, enrolled nurses and sisters of ward73 central are nice, friendly! patients are lovable and nice to get along with;D hokkiens are killing me. cos all i could speak was just broken hokkiens with the mixtures of cantonese, chinese and english which adds up to some alien language! save me!:(
09 Oct 2009
Dinner, gossiping and sharing with Esther(ker) maam at yewtee point for LJS with ShuYing, PeiLing and XiaoLi. it has been long since we had really catch up with her! hahhs. but still she's still as bimbo as ever uh:/ hahhs. and and thanks for the treat!;D went to ShuYing's house for sleepover!;D did manicure. and my manicure skills really suck. i destroyed my pretty nails with my bare hands and it really takes alot of efforts to salvage it and make it looks pretty again!(:
10 Oct 2009
Ksong at top1 with sleepover-ers, YeJing, YuPing, Celeste, YingYan, HuiLing, WeiYang, JunJie, JingKai, BaoYu and Jason sir. and this was the indeed the first time in my entire life, i've been so patience in waiting for someone whom has been late for 2hours! Half of them make their way to top1 first and the another half of us were waiting for the latecomers. Spammed "someone's" phone with hundreds of miss calls and msgs! hahhs. and that was the consequences for being so, so, so late uh! haha. 6hours of singing is really long and there are moments that most of us were like so dead, all thanks to PeiLing uh. the entertainer of the day who have successfully brought our spirits up again!(; hehhs. and could you believe we actually sang song from the 70s&80s. hahhs. loitered around BugisJunction to kill time and we actually ended up talking in cold storage. Steamboat for dinner with other seniors joining. i've been looking forward to dinner time, stomach was hungry and gastric hurts. but steamboat wasnt really that appertizing. cant stop stonning at the blank yesterday. had supper and train-ed home after that(:

snapshots:
attachment-mates;D

truth really hurts. and its really scary to know how far could a person's heart goes. if i could, i would never wanted to know...

2009-09-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

so not looking foward to attachment tmr:( legs is gonna hurt like mad again. hahhs. perhaps, i should be a little optimistic? at least 1 week was down and there's 2 more weeks left now. which means 10 more days and attachment will end! complain less and endure, endure, endure!;D broke my own record yesterday. was home only at 0400 plus plus in the morning:/ met up with JingNi maam, Jason, ChyeKeong, Ambrose (sirs) and Joan maam joining us at 7 plus plus at Amk hub for dinner at some mooncake shop(?) (didnt know whats the shop name) but they have long chopsticks and big utensils:/ hehhs. and head to cinema for movie- Fame. Kinda nice esepcially the ending part. but there's also some part which i'd yawn n of times:/ after that was chilling time with Esther(yeo) maam, Chanel maam and Leonard sir at Dempsey hill for Ben&Jerry(;D) with live band performing and their performance was really comsidered awesome (i mean for my standard) ;D and went to some Indian coffee shop at Bukit Timah area for supper and went home after that.

2009-09-20T16:41:00.008+08:00

1 more day to attachment and im so not looking forward to it at all!:(:(:( (sigh) results for semestral exams are out.
AAP - C+
FON- B+
CNP- B
CITS-B
MIC- C
PAS- C+
NSL- C+
not even a single preeeeetty "A" appeared:( but at least, there wasn't any "Ds" or "Fs" and i had actually done so much better as from what i had expected. indeed, with just a gpa score 2.7 there's like no any uni that i can really go and 2.7 is really nothing in the eyes of others who is like scoring 3(.) plus plus but seriously, im already contented with what i had scored(: and this actually motivates me for working even harderrrrrrr for the next semester! new time table for next semester is outtttt. it sucks so much except for Wed when i am able to start school at 1000 and end school at 1200! Having Pharmacy as one of the modules! cooool. hehhs.
19092009 (Saturday)
Kite flying and picnic at Marina Barrage yesterday with ShuYing, WeiBen and JingKai and seniors was fun! hahhs. played a few card games in the noon and tried kite flying around evening time with ShuYing and some others. hahhs. and it really took us alot of time and effort to put up the kite! but our kite just cant help by staying in the sky for long. after that, trained to City Hall and walked up to City Link and had our dinner at Taiwan cafe. Stomach was going for hunger strike after being fully filled with so many sandwiches and tidbits so didnt ordered any food but a cup of Green tea with pearl;D and trained home after that.
20092009(Sunday)
hahhs. what a nice date uh! anw, there's this one thing that i wanna blog about. and that is "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!"

snapshots:
the cutiest kite of all in the sky!(:

i cant jump any higher! or else i will be block:/

candid;D

preetttty!(s)

at Taiwan cafe

2009-09-13T21:34:00.004+08:00

1 week more to attachment:( so not looking forward to it at all. and its definitely gonna be so much more tiring as compared to the previous attachment! help!;O some kind souls just help me by fastforwarding the next following 3 weeks! pda was another problematic stuff for attachment laa. which needs to be synchronize daily and surfing these and that web for updates and yah not forgetting with batt that dies off so that easily!:( alrights! shall end all my complaining here;D at least there's still 1 more week for me to enjoy uh!;D i wanna go class chalet!:( (brain-jam) i had thought of many to blog about for this holiday! but can hardly remember any now!:/ so i shall just blog down whatever thats still in my mind before i actually forget it uh! 09 sept, met up with ShuYing, WeiYang, Qing Xiang sir, Jason sir and Chye Keong sir to suntec kbox for singing session, took Jason sir's car for dinner at Northpoint's pastamania with Esther (yeo) maam, Leonard sir and Chanel maam joining! dinner was really full though i was like sharing half of the bake rice with ShuYing. hahhs. head off to Hong Kong cafe for dessert(?)/supper(?) wth Qing Xiang sir and Hong Yi sir joining. but most of us didnt really had any! dinner has already overflood our stomach laa! hahhs. Again, thanks to Leonard sir for driving!(: yesterday, went to YingSheng sir's house for wii. hehhs. my first attempt playing. expected uh! i suck at all games especially driving games! this proves that i had no talents for driving at all man! and the only game that i am able to score well is only the "cooking mama" game i guess. haha. didnt join ShuYing, PeiLing and Celeste to YewTee point for dinner just heading straight to AhMah house with an empty stomach!:(

2009-09-06T20:38:00.011+08:00

Pictures from Saharah;D
last day of NSL lesson (semester 1)

Mask fitting with the "duck" like mask:/

Mdm suzanne yew!

in a dark LT(:

P26!

pictures uploaded! hahhs. alrights. shall blog about yesterday!;D

Met up with Shuying and some of the other senior vis to Settler's cafe at SMU for board games- Panda game, Animal game and Taboo. and i suck at Taboo. brain was cork up at that moment and couldnt find any suitable words to describe the "words":/ hahhs. head off to Geylang for supper on Joan maam's car. the car ride was really ohmygod! especially with the big two bullies uh! wanted to squeeze them back, but was running out of breathe and strength. hahhs. shall go and train for more muscle man! had learnt my lesson after yesterday!;D hahhs. had some dim sum there for supper. felt so bad! seniors like Esther maam, Yingsheng sir especially Jason sir they had all tried so hard talking and entertaining the both of us, cracking brains for topics to talk about. hahhs. but after talking for so long, i guess we are did tried to be more open(?) hahhs. joined leonard sir's car back home with Chanel maam and Qihui maam! thanks for the ride home, felt kinda bad, cos it was already very late!:/ yesterday was indeed fun!;D hehhs. more fun next time again!;D

2009-09-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

i just couldn't understand:(
sleepless nights is always time for deep deep thoughts. had always thought that, i've already learnt to accept the fact that ahmah was already gone. however, time proves me wrong. at times, i just couldn't stop thinking of her. images of her as well as voices of her kept appearing in my mind. i really missed her badly!:( could she just at least, appear in my dreams?:(
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sometimes, i just didnt meant what i had all said, done. i knew you guys didnt too. but sometimes, iwould really, really wished that you guys can just spare a thougt for me.

2009-09-02T20:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED TEACHERS' DAY!;D
really missed sec school's life badly!:( didnt went back to school with cliques. all the blames goes to my 206 lazy bones! just couldnt drag myself out of bed, and i really feel so bad!:( i miss my classroom, i miss the teachers, i miss my friends, i miss my uniform and textbooks. i just simply miss everything and everything there! (sigh) im so gonna be so broke for this holiday man! more outings equals to more expenses! more expenses equals to more cash needed!:( sad, sad, sad!

2009-08-30T18:39:00.000+08:00

(blowing off dusts, and plucking off cobwebs) ohman! what a dusty blog! hahhs. (happppyy) exams are now finally overrrrrr!;D gonna leave my worries and stress over results for the meanwhile, if not, this holiday is so gonna be wasted man! haha. alrights! for now, lets hav some plans for my holiday! watching of dvds, sleeping. hahhs. but im not gonna spend my full precious 3weeks just by doing all these. that will be damn boring! i wanna go kboxing, movie, date my dearest sec school clique girls out, lunch with qingxiang sir and maybe clas chalet && im so gonna be broke after spending all these:( not forgetting, wanna go for a jog during this holiday! enjoying the cool and relaxing evening and night breeze!;D holiday's plan is up! hehhs

2009-08-19T21:50:00.003+08:00

FON is gonna be the module that i really hate!(s) i have so bare and limited understanding about this module, lecturer is rushing through this module every single lecture like no body's business, flashing the slides just to let us copy those blanks and hardly explain a single thing. and for now, i seriously didnt know where do i start to study! fcuking stress now! damn it! why must there be so much to study for FON? and im never gonna fail this module and repeat it again next year! clear it this once, and FON is gonna be out of my life! (shoo, it goes!) met up with ShuYing and went back to NP with her to replace her student card and bused all the way to Bishan J8, met up with Suvin for movie, Where got ghost! haha. the first ever horror movie that i caught! Jack neo's movie is always funny to watch but nevertheless there are still few of those scary scenes! hahhs. train-ed back to YewTee for dinner and Mac for studies. Brought back lots of memories! the place that we had once been so attached uh. The place which we will always hanged out with the few others RC cliques after every training for dinner, and the place where we used to mugged for olvls!;D as usual, studying with friends is never gonna be productive! we spend time talking, dazing but when it comes to study, stared at the books just for a few minutes and our attention was diverted to others (sigh)

2009-08-16T14:33:00.005+08:00

now ... she's really gone!:(
silver accred yesterday! tiring. really, really, really hated campsite's mosquitoes! they are always so not friendly(!!!) after accred trained to rush over to QiHui maam's house for Ops 3 bbq with ShuYing, XiaoLi, PeiLing, Celeste, MeiZi, Jamie and JunJie! stomach was really hungry at that time, went to Fairprice Xtra at JP2 for tongs and bused over. but instead of dropping off at the first stop which PeiLing has told us to do so, we dropped of at the second one. and we were all like so lost. didnt know where exactly we are! sat around, bbq-ing, interacting, gossiping and that "interview" which was fun!;D hahhs. it really sucks when we are already at the mood of fun but at the same time, to worried for the last train home. Jason sir was nice enough to drive us to JE mrt!;D thanks! went to outram park instead of yewtee! on the way walking to ahmah's house was really scary! (i swear) dark was dim, people are still on street especially those cheeeena and bangala peeps (im not trying to be country-ist)
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semestral exams next friday! and i havent veen start study a single words!:( (rushing off to books)

snapshots:

say threeeeeeee:D

2009-08-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

treasure what you have now and the people who are around you. you will never know when will they be gone. once its gone, its gonna be gone forever. life is far too fragile and unpredictable. the rest of my sunday(s) is never gonna be the same as what it used to be anymore! 9August, its not only the date of national day, but also the date to remember the leaving of a significant person in my life. someone who has been doting on me eversince when im born, pampering me and looking over me for these 18 years. the biggest regret in life is without having any last words with her eversince she was admitted to ward and also never ever has a proper conversation with her just simply because i sucks at dialects! anw, rest in peace ahmah! we will all be fine. we had all grown up and no longer are we still little kids who will only keep you worried. i will learn to be independent. i will take care of dad, mom and sis! so, just leave peacefully!
with loves and misses!♥

2009-08-07T22:28:00.003+08:00

you can find a millions of reasons to be happy... but it would only take a few reasons to bring your mood down...

end of this week and im officially free from project!;D(s) but on the sidenote, this also means that exam is drawing nearer too:( and i have to do my with my study plan soon! i want As and A pluses to apprear in my results! no more Ds please![: NSL practical exam today, is definitely so much more better than my previous one with no doubts! hahhs. i can still clearly remember how i actually screwed it up! got venturi mask for today!;X i have been praying so much for getting urine and have been memorising so much about it. but overall, venturi mask wasn't really that bad as from what i've thought except for the forgetting of the 8assessment! i totally forgot about it! Shuying reminded me today was the 123456789 day! hahhs. 12:34 56secs, 07/08/2009 day;D

2009-08-01T21:41:00.019+08:00

Overdue pictures - Racial Harmony
T13 with Miss Aquila(?) ;D

Jasmin trying to cut in and block half of fabian's face. hahhs

9 out of 10. Reb was sick:(

Our formal wear for project presentation

Its sunday tomorrow! Need not have to wake up so that early and head down to ahmah's house for tomorrow!;D tired!;O Met up with ShuYing to board the first train to Eunos and meet up with PeiLing, Celeste, YingYan & (Lian) JunJie! if only i owe a car, i wouldn't have to wake up so early laa! wanted to learn to drive, but driving test is never gonna be easy man! somemore, the money that you have to pay for it, equals to b-r-o-k-e! alrights! shall stop my ranting and back to the topic(: bus-ed down to ECP with them and met the rest of batchmates and seniors at mac for briefing and breakfast! big fierce dog and red ants shall now be the reasons that would really make me hate ECP! there was this big fierce dog walking towards and the way that i am walking and stared fiercely at me. LOL this was like the first time in my whole entire eighteen living life that i had sucha close contacts with dogs-.- it totally scared me to death laa. so i sort of "gave my way" to that dog and my legs was like still shivering even after the dog left! (uperb malu) :X red ants! red ants are crawling all around especially on the grass patch area and of course, trees! but red ants cant even climb the trees properly!(s) we people who were standing under the trees were "showered" with those ants and making me to always have this feelings that those ants are crawling on me (ewwww!) have to stop thinking of it! Lead the cadets and links for the RC Walk to Big Splash and followed by the collecting of banners from the schools. Lunch time at KFC sitting outside air-conless:( the weather was like so hot, but KFC was all packed:( Large coke!;D our craves at that point of time. after lunch, there wasn't really much of stuffs for us to do. so just sit and walk around, entertaining ourselves. Met mom, sis and aunty at IMM which aunty pearlyn than drove us to Japanese Garden, Fairway Club for Ahgong's birthday dinner. Japanese spread! though there isn't much things that i really eat, but just barely eating appetizer food, stomach was already more than half-full!

p.s. I need a break! After this week, project-stress will be overrrrr! and im just left with exam-stressss!;O

Things to do:(

Sunday(tmr)- SLEEP! complete CNP individual assignment & Nursing care plan.
Monday- done with Sociology project, master everything for AAP practical test, Study for MIC.

Tuesday- sociology project presentation, MIC mock exam

Wednesday- last prepartion for CNP project.

Thursday- CNP project presentation, prepare for NSL practical test.

Friday- NSL practical test

&& AAP mel online equiz but ive forgotten, when will the quiz be open and when's the dateline! shit!

random note. i need to be on diet seriously!(s)

2009-07-26T19:40:00.003+08:00

ohmygod! what happened to blogger!:( i've lots to blog about but didnt know where to start from, i've lots of pictures to upload but blogger didnt allow me to. shit! forgot about time management! still have newspapers to read:( celebrated racial harmony day in school. hahhs. but instead of wearing those colorful ethnics costumes, we wore black and white formal(?) to school. haha. caucasians for the day! hehhs. and thanks to Ms Aquila(?) i didnt know how to spell her name!:/ for the pizza treat! hehhs. and it was like only till last week, i had than knew that she was actually my mentor!:X but she was really nice! yesterday was Silver modular workshop. met up with ShuYing and train-ed to kembangan. and cabbed to campsite with Jason and ZhiQian too. hahhs. cos someone was too sick to walk up hill plus the bus service there really sucks for coming at random time which we would never know when will the bus come! hehhs. silver drills teaching time! was grouped with Sarah(c) and WeiBen and after that, taught a few cadets bronze drills before lunch and silver drills after lunch with the help of YeJing and Fadilah! hehhs. it was really like my first time that i've been so patience in teaching or in anything elses too! (i swear) surprisingly! hahhs. perhaps, it was the cadet's attitude that really keeps me from going!;D New discovery of the day! campsite mosquitoes are really so in love with me uh! i've got a total of 30 MOSQUITOES BITES FROM THEM!:( SUCKY MOSQUITOES!:( Dinner at Paya Lebar's mac with ShuYing, XiaoLi, YeJing, SiLin, Eugene, ZhiQian & JingKai! Alright, back to projects!
GET WELL SOON UH, LEE SHU YING!;D

2009-07-19T21:31:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY SUVIN CHOO!

2009-07-17T22:33:00.004+08:00

im here to blog, blog , blog! cos soon, i wouldn't really get to have this chance to be here regularly!;( projects are really driving me mad! one after the other! and with practical exams to study, exams week coming soon too!:( hopefully, im still alive after these uhs! hahhs. cos all these are killing lots of my brain cells man! finally made my heavy payment for PDA! and im feeling really gulity to suddenly asked for sucha big sum of money from parents! cos its only like few days before the dateline, teacher than told us about that!-.- looking forward for PDA!;D hahhs. guess what, IT'S WEEKEND TMR! im so looking forward to it! gonna spend it with projects but at least i am able to sleep till whenever i feel like waking up!;D met up with ShuYing to J8 to shop for clothes! in the end, bought a cardigan from CottonOn! hahhs. O2 skin actually sells cheap cosmetic stuffs! and im so, so, so tempted to buys stuffs there laa! tempting! tempting!

2009-07-15T21:38:00.024+08:00

overdues pictures!;O
Ndp
auxillary instructors

1st July

Cheeeeeeze;P

T13 with Dr. Ronnie ;D

Cliques <3>

Us challenging the muscle thingy ;S

Cliques and Dr. Ronnie (;

Sleeping time ...

Girls [:

Pathetic guys with their cup noodles

2009-07-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

END OF ATTACHMENT! ohmygod! (happy happy) that was like so finally!;D hahhs. but school isnt any better anw! projects dateline!;O datelines are all so cramped! one after another! freaking me out! and so far, i had only started 1(but not done) out of the 4 of them! stressing out real soon! and i be trying hard to dig out time to mug for exams which is like right after projects week! alrights! back to attachment week! hahhs. attachement at polyclinic! less tiring as compared to the previous week! lesser work for us to do, more of observing! loves developemental wards of all being posted! hahhs. babies are really cute! (i swear) they can really melt your heart!;D after attachment, met up with shuying! intended to shopped for Cardigan at CottonOn but offer has ended! hahhs. so shopped around before going home! it was really so embarrassing to be shopping around in a shopping centre in my nursing uni and fringe-less somemore!;X backed home and have a uperb long hours of beauty and satisfying sleep after so lonnnnnnggggggg!

2009-07-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

(argggg) blogger sucks!(s) it didnt allow me to upload the pics that i wanted to!

2009-07-03T19:48:00.004+08:00

ohmygod! that was like so finally man! 1 week down another week more to go, and that's the end of june's clinical attachment! (jump with joy) cant wait for it!;D(s) clinical attachment really kills me man! the early reporting time, the long standing hours, the court shoes that is hurting my poor feet. and no worries! hahhs. cos so far, these are the only "few" things that i wanna really complaint!;( but actually despite all these, i would still find clinical attachment, kinda beneficial. it actually allows us to have more all those hands-on stuffs to do and really experience. something that you will never get to learn in school;D
St.lukes(Bukit Timah) Elderly Care
i knew new friends! Michelle, Aini, Kenneth and Brandon(old friend)! :X not really much of stuffs for us to do but requires the most standing hours! looking after the elderly while they do their physiotherepy treatment and exercises and ensures that they really do. sing-song, excersing with them, entertaining them and serving them etc. hahhs. not forgetting, the 1 hour afternoon nap time after lunch break! haha. darn shoick!;D the only(?) time that we can actually sit down i guess. now, i've learnt how to really vacuum the floor after Uncle David's teaching. haha. and aunty, i not ai ai de! i will grow tall duh! never knew, sitting on table will grow shorter laa!;D haha. Aunty! not scientific prove duh cannot anyhow say!;D
Health Promotion board
Met up with cliques at Outram Park Mrt station. they are having talk all the way! early in the morning somemore! throughout the whole talk, im really wondering who are really keeping their ears straight up and listen man! people that i can see, are mostly asleep! (which includes me too ofcos) haha. after talk was some trial around the HPB, dental, polyclinics etc. and and! Health Zone! the previous time that im actually there was Primary6(?) cant really remember when! but it's definitely during my primary days! hehhs. having fun around taking pictures and playing with those "games" hahhs. and poor Fabian sprained his leg while jumping up for the height thingy. his leg was realy swollen with a big bum! cliques accompanied him to the HPB polyclinic for his xray screening!
HAPPY SWEEEET 22 BIRTHDAY DA BIE BOON!
(Debbie Boon) ;D
Bethany Methodist Nursing Home
the nearest venues of all which was like just 2-3 stops from home to Cck interchange for another bus! but i actually took the wrong bus! (590) instead of the usual bus 307! which leads its way to Shenton Way! and after i realised that i was on the wrong bus, it was already too late! bus is going on expressway! which means, no bus stop for me to drop off! nudge the lady that was sitting beside me to clarify! OHMY! really embarrassing! dropped of at Orchard (FarEastPlaza) looked through the bus service thingy and saw this bus service NR3 which can brings me to Cck. so waited there for about 10mins(?) after that i've than realised, NR3 only have it at night! so walked to the next bus stop (within walking distance) and board 190 back to Cck! imagine how late am i for attachment! was supposed to report at 0830 but i reported at 0910! the 3rd time in memory for taking the wrong transport this year! travelling from one part of Cck, to the another part of Cck but i actually landed up in Orchard road! LOL that sounds really stupid!;( luckily the staff nurse there was really understanding! hahhs. cos she also shared the same experience as me! hehhs. did feeding via mouth and tube, diapers changing! (didnt expected and i was in a guys ward), Temperature taking, Dressing of wounds, preparing of milk!(: and this is the only attachment so far that i've really learnt lots! i love thurs! cos they actually have this movie screening time, and one of the nurses there brought us to the room to watch "Xiao Niang Re" hahhs. 2hours spent there! hehhs. the nurses there are all nice!(s) teaching us, explaining everything to us and giving us the opportunity to try!;D

2009-06-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

ohmygod!;O common test results are really horrendous. looking through the list of results, how much i would really wish that those A(s) and A+(es) are mine man! hahhs. GPA 4.0(?) big fat dream man! something that just seems to be so, so, so impossible, however, still chose to clinched onto that teeny weeny hope. stubborn or whatever it is, you named it! simple modules such as NSL (i mean the mcqs they set for common tests are easy) i cant even scored an A for it! though common test only holds a weightage of 25percents, but it really mean alot to me!(s) seriously, i dont wanna disappoint dad who have actually been cashing in thousands and thousands of dollars just for school fees every semester for me to get my diploma and for him to retire.
my "nice" results:
AAP- D+
NSL- B+
FON- C+
PAS- (still dont know)
MIC- (still dont know)
impressive uh(?) big, big, big no for me to give up! im going to work towards my A(s)!;D at least, for now, common tests let me know, where i stands, and what to aim for and work towards to! in fact, i should be relieve uh, cos so far, i passed my modules! and for now, im really worried for MIC! can i pray for at least an A to appear in my common test results(?)

2009-06-25T20:32:00.044+08:00

SINGAPORE FLYERS 240609
went for my first ever flyers ride with Hui Yi, Pei Ling, Celeste, Jia Min, Cin Lee, HongYi sir, JunJie and his little brother (JunWei) ;D hahhs. his brother is really cute and uperb cheerful! he can never stop laughing especially at HongYi sir's cold joke. hahhs. met up with peeps at City Hall Mrt at 1830. took free flyer shuttle bus there and had dinner at Popeyes!;D(s) have been craving for that for so longgggg! hehhs. Preeeetty excited for flyers ride. hehhs. if not for the student promos that its having now, i would never have gone for the ride. 3obucks for 30mins ride(?) ex okay! hahhs. sis's ezlink helped Jj to save 10bucks! hahhs. kept taking pictures! the night scenary is really nice!(s) we are able to see the ndp floating platform, as well as the F1 racing track. hahhs. oops:/ pardon me for sounding so kuku here!;P after that 30mins ride, went to some place for chit-chatting, phototaking. hehhs.

snapshots:

me, peiling & celeste!

me, celeste, junwei & peiling!

Huiyi, me, Celeste, Junwei!

Peiling!

Huiyi!

Cinlee!

Hongyi sir! and for the first time im "taller" than him:/ hahhs

Junjie!

"child abuse" :/ he's the one who suggest this boxing shot! hahhs

in the toilet(;

his bombastic & outstanding "hair" ;D

the mesmerizing night scenary!;D(s)

Red!

Purple!

Green!

Turning blue soon!

uploading the rest of the pics tmr!;D

2009-06-18T20:37:00.005+08:00

Holidays are bored! and can you even believed that i have actually got sick of sleeping laa. no life at all man! but neither do in want to have Clinical attachment!

Boys over flowers!

Goo Jun Pyo! he looks nicer with straight hair;O

2009-06-15T20:06:00.004+08:00

oops:/ im lateee. but still (...)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QING XIANG SIR whose birthday falls on the 14 June.
p.s. special year for you to spend ypur birthday at special place!;D must love the card from us! hehhs.

2009-06-15T19:15:00.003+08:00

people that doesnt has their own origin and taking away the speciality of the others as theirs, as well as the tendency of being jealous so that easily that causes the develop of urge to prove their ability and seize away the opportunity of the others. last but not least, being too self-centered without sparing a thought for the others and putting themselves into the others' shoes due to wanting to fulfil a task successfully. for these all, i really hated it to the max! and it totally screwed my life up!
p.s. its just a general post, and im NOT refering to any specific one!;D