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♥JIAWEN is Nineteenth09June1991
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Studying isnt no life, but just that we are astudying for a better life *nods head* Finally, finish reading up my ovely Biology chapters on Co-ordination & Response of Eyes, Nervous System, Hormones as well as some of the Nlvl chapters! *TADA* (; NAFA tomorrow!! ): dead meat! im not going to be that stupid idiot again to run extra one more round, for my 2.4km. poor me! Standing Broad Jump, DIE! Even getting a Bronze Award also *sigh* ); things to do now, approve all my Facebooks requests. It seems like im always that unable to approve all requests. & lastly, i know that im superb duberb uperb late, but still wanna post these (; 25 March - HongYi sir & Esther Maam 30 March - ShuYing HAPPY BIRTHDAYS ! =D Finally have the time to actually blog something after for like so long (; Found out something really interesting in the Thursday Straits Time.  didnt even get to notice it until Fardhill had actually told me. never ever thought that this would eventually become one of the course in the Polytechnics and so far only NgeeAnn & Singapore Poly are offering this course! another day spent w my dearest fellow Red Cross juniors, qingxiang sir, esther maam & hongyi sir (; went to the party world at Civics Centre, had loadsa fun there singing & laughing. it has been like so long since we had last meet up w qingxiang sir, and he really changed quite alot :/ cant really even recognise him. haha. after that took cab all the way to Yishun Safra country club for bowling!. haha. along the way in the cab, esther maam was making us laughing like hell. snatch away the taxi seat from me ): but still thanks for paying the taxi fares :D bowling time! for all 3 rounds of games, im always at the last position ); that time playing w my ulp mates are better bah, at least im not the last. oops :/ sorry!. pictures of the day ;D          Labels: Red Cross (; MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEE!! ;DDD although it might just be a short one week, but as long as i am able to make FULL USE of this break and catch up with my studies. sometimes im really thinking whether did i make the wrong choice coming to sec 5? should i have choose to go to ITE instead? if im in ITE, i can just get a direct entry to Higher Nitec and choose d course of my choice. got back my CA1 results. & its absolutely disappointing!! even, im beginning to look down on myself, my ability, my knowledge, does it really has a limit to it, im suspecting. why can the others do it, but why cant i ): English: D7 Maths: E8 Chem/Bio: D7 Ss/History: C6 POA: A1 if im to get this result for my olvl, let me tell you that i can just simply go and jump off the buildings. i swear that i would study DAMN hard for my MYE, Prelims of cos also for my OLVLs! ‘ 机会总是带着危机的面具来找你。’ 'opportunity often comes disguised in the form of misfortune or temporary defeat.' wierd feelings. since its already not d first time that this had happenbut yet, im still feeling hurt. i dont know where exactly has went wrong, neither do i know what was wrong with me. cos, once again, im losing myself. everything was just not on d right path. academic, family & friends relationships. again, no one t trust, no one t talk to, no one to understand me. just so lost! perhaps, it was ALL MY FAULT! ): YESTERDAY 29 Feb 2008, a very very special day indeed & i got t spend it w my dearest redcross friends, Shu Ying, Suvin, June, Melisa, Hazel, KN & Ken ;D Looking back time ... 4 years ago ... i was still just a blur sec1 wondering around in a different environment! 4 years after ... i get to knw them well, i get to love them all more! i felt so blessed to know them (; really!.. ----- after AEP met Melisa outside d school gate and went over to Shu Ying's house & collect the veges and the steamboat thingy to Melisa's house, peeling prawn, cutting, fish, meat, washing veges, meatballs, fishballs, mushroom, cooking rice, boiling soup & setting up d steamboat thingy ...          after our steamboat dinner went to the Mega near ken house. played, volleyball, playground ..
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