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so sleep alone tonight
♥JIAWEN is Nineteenth09June1991
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Random post! ;D(s) no CITS module tmr morning! (happy! happy!) no longer need to wake up early in the morning. NSL practical this wednesday! haven even touch a single thing on it. venue at level 1 and the tap was really too small and narrow for hand-washing. how can i do proper hand-washing with it man! uniform still not wash! (arggg) and i have so, so, so much more to complain! brought along my MIC & PAS books to ahmah house for study, but i study none of them. irritating me! aren't i supposed to be a little more hardworking!(s) shit everything that is tempting me. tv, handphone, computer and everything. but i know i can never live my life on without them. Msn-ed with QiWen and talked about something funny. cos Daniela was the second one, after MeiZi that actually mistook him as a Maam. oops:/ ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *ehh u in which ops ah /jiawen ;D ` says: *THREEEEEE;3 *haha ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *walao why u dun want to go team2 *tsk *eh is daniela online i need to kill her /jiawen ;D ` says: *cos you are there thats why dont wanna go *haha *no lehs *why leh? ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *blardy hell she think im a MAAM bla.. bla .. bla ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *haha no i want to KILL daniela /jiawen ;D ` says: *LOL-.- ahaha *NONONO! you must learn to love your juniors *haha ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *i kill her alrdy then i will love her /jiawen ;D ` says: *point to them the wroung want and teach them the right one ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *=.= /jiawen ;D ` says: *haha *-.- than whats the point! *haha ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *HAHA no idea *walao dun like 1009 le *all say im maam /jiawen ;D ` says: *thats why i say. next time must tell them all to prevent the same incident from happening again *haha ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *HAHA YO I INTRODUCED MYSELF DURING RETREAT *U ALL NEVER HEAR ONLY ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *tsk /jiawen ;D ` says: *next time must EMPHASIS more on it!(s) *haha ' qiwen stepup.&.stepout says: *yar *MUST happy farming! stole something from people thats on my friend list;X facts prove that im not the one that has been thinking much. some would rather choose to abandons old for new. so what exactly the point is for still dwelling onto the past and holding on it. that was really long, long, long time ago that i've actually get to sleep for so long. caught a total of 12 hours of sleep last night!;D;D;D yesterday was really exhausting! HS captain's ball match and we've manage to get through the qualifying round!;D after that went to collect our nursing uniform. the queue was really longgggggg. gave my receipt to Brandon who was queue-ing. really thanks for that! cause, it was my uni, but he was the one queue-ing for it, a im comfortably sleeping. sorry!:/ later on. went to find ShuYing who was still practicing for her NSL thingy and bus-ed home with her. rushed home and bath and meet her up again for Cohesion Night was really a blast! hahhs. and yes! im in ops team 3!;D (happy, happy) hehhs. ---- i really hate it when (...) - my NSL practical is just this coming wednesday. - common test is just next next week. - PAS common test falls on my birthday. - Clinical attachment is coming soon and im not looking forward to it at all. - i still many many more to study! - i no longer have my 1 month June holiday! - mum is screaming beside me! - the way how, i used to handly all my emotions. - the person for who am i now. i just cant stop kicking a big fuss up, being over-sensitive over some small teeny weeny issues. brooding over stuffs for so long and thinking of it over and over again, keeping myself troubled just for nothing. fcuk them all. and i really hate it! (editted) HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY MYRON!;D;D;D whose birthday falls on 27 May  im nice enough to dedicate this post to you laa. hahhs. a happening day spent. blindfolded our dear birthday boy after his NSL lesson and started our birthday prank;D hang the board over him that we have spent our time doing it the previous previous day and allowed the whole of T13 to sign on it. hahhs. not only with the use of whiteboard markers, we even used lipstick to apply it on our lips and kissed on the board (ewww) but it looks cool actually. hahhs. after that was NSL lesson;( carried on with prank part 2 during FON lecture, which was even more malu for him. hahhs. same thing blindfolded him with the board hanging over him and get people that are in the lecture threater to sign on it and sang him a birthday song. after lecture we told him that we will be going to "Sharlyn's house" and he actually believed it. but in fact, we are planning to have lunch at PizzaHut. buse-ed down to Clementi with Rebecca, Crystal, Debbie, Sharlyn, ZhiYang, Fabian, Brandon, Nas & Myron. after getting down the bus, we continued blindfolding him while we walked to some ulu ulu shopping centre for PizzaHut. and it was really uperb funny to have him walking blindfolded. hehhs. i do sucks at cutting those stupid pizzas. and it was really malu when i was cutting (i think) one of the pizza but it flew away and landed on my leg. rescued it with my hands and all i did was shouting "ouch,!hot, hot" and i was still holding on to it-.-(s) great day spent with them today. and was reall glad that he do really appreciate the every single things that we have all done! enjoyed the last few hours of your birthday, elderly to be! :/:/:/ hahhs snapshots: T13   Nadia, Rebecca & Crystal  (editted) ultraaaaaa tired. im lacking of sleeeeeeeep;O finally had manage to steal some time out to blog after so, so, so long since i've last update anything(?) 22May, Friday trained to Dhoby Ghaut after school for the collection of vi jacket. hahhs. (happy) and finally, its here;D;D have been waiting for it for like dont know how long. though the size is really bigggg. hehhs. was at hq slacking till like 5 plus plus and left with ManWei, JiaMin, CinLee and JunJie. rushed home to bath and meet up with ShuYing at YewTee mrt station. and we are already like superb late for meeting up with XiaoLi and YeJing to campsite for linkamania pre-camp BubbleTea and Old Chang Kee for dinner(: blue coral ice blended is darn sweeeet:/ freaking yucks-.- was thinking of doing my CITS & CNP hmwk during pre-camp, but we ended up with helping the with the logs and decorative stuffs. counting the numbers of sea animals thingy, packing up of goodie bag etc etc. okay but anw, we didnt really help out much. so forget about it. nights off and went to sleep. hahhs. this time round, we did catch more sleep as compared to the pre-camp that we have for artfest despite of the freezing cold aircon. hahhs;D 23May, Saturday Linkamania!(s) helped out in the registration counter, ensure that the kids take their temperature bla bla bla. was the mentor of Seahorse with ShuYing. and seriously, those kid are really hard to handle. the only thing that i do like about them is that, they are really cute, naive and they get contented very easily;D they can never stop questioning you this and that, complaining that they are hungry and dont wanna play anymore games, stick with you like super glue, following you everywhere you go! hahhs. so its still being considered a fun day spent with them i guess! hahhs. snapshots:  sleeeeeeping;O ndp training and ops team 3 interview yesterday. my (ohmygod) bombastic hair tells me, that im need of hairband everywhere i go now! ops 3! im hoping to get in ♥(s) happy belated mother's day. despite of all naggings and scoldings you gave, but i still love you truckloads! (really!) and it wasn't really a very pleasant day spent though:( i hate my phone! it really sucks a bigggggg timeee!(s) i inserted my memory card, but my phone cant detect it! and i've been trying that like n hours. imagine, bus trip without songs and music, walking without music! arrrggg. upon thinking it could really drive me mad. i wanted my phone to be back healthy again! was the memory phone part included for warrenty too? what if its not? went to OurSpace with cliques (Reb, Crystal, Debbie, Sharlyn, Jasmin, Myron, ZhiYang, Fabian, Nas, Brandon) for board games. played Stacko! Uperb funny. cant stop laughing!(s) especially the part when nas do is forfeit!;D after that left with Greeny to Bukit Gombak to collect our pop-corn pen and met up with Mummy and Sis at Lot1. Restaurant city, my current addict;D but it sucks a big time when Facebook keeps lagging!:( hahhs. school was fun apart from those lectures, tutorial and practicals. library has also became our new place to hangout for both studies and all games that we play. cool! hehhs. though we didnt book the room that we used (though we are supposed to) but no one came and stop us from using the room. and whoever there was the usuals(?) Reb, Crystal, Deb, Shalyn, Myron, ZhiYang, Fabian, Brandon & Nas. in fact, friends are the ones that will really motivate me in looking forward to school everyday! i hate MIC! i hate FON! but i will try to be friend with them and know them well;D p.s. sometimes, people you knew, might not really be the the someone you thought you know! still trying hard to blend in. but im just afraid that they would not accept the me that i am now. yes. low self esteem or whatever you can say. but somehow, i just felt so extra which eventually make me lose the confident to speak up even more. thinking too much. probably. just ignore me for the time being;D drifng further more apart, i would never give a damn for that anymore. holiday for straight 3 days!;D niceeee. & i simply miss sleeping till late morning and mum starts to drag me out of my bed! no good sleep till now but i know i cant especially when im not even done with my studies! catch up with Greeny, HongYi sir, JunJie, ChienCham, HongZhou, Stephen & XinYu for PartyWorld at woodland. same thing, though i cant sing but i still love singing (: went to foodcourt for lunch and train-ed to Somerset for movie with Debbie, Rebecca, Crystal, Myron, ZhiYang & Fabian ;D went to k-pool for pool to kill time and Kobayashi for dinner. Omelette Terayaki Noodle is nice!(s) really! went to catch 17Again after that! Zac Efron is freaking hotttttt. and it wasnt really a bad show to watch overall (: walked to Dhoby Ghaut. wanted to settle down at Mind Cafe but too bad it was fully booked. so went to Cathay's Ben&Jerry for icecream. it was Debbie's treat. (ThankYou!) ;D was kinda shocked when i knew that Myron was from Redcross too;O hahhs. NP cliques was fun to be with! & im really hoping that i can stop thinking about that! Snapshot:  ZhiYang, Myron, Debbie, Fabian, Rebecca, Crystal!;D   Debbie! I want pictures! ;D |
