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♥JIAWEN is Nineteenth09June1991
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course-mates was cooool!(s) and i love them!;D we laugh togoether, complain togother and not forgetting we did many many stupidddd and malu stuffs together. fun! hehhs. but jiawen! more attention during lecture time please! im missing out alot. really alot. back-ed home, there isnt much time for self-revision too :( Us with Dr.Ronnie (:   tired. and im preeeetty surprise that i didnt fall asleep during all those lectures. though its nearly laa. and AAP is driving me crazy with all the bones name and everything!(s) how can i remember so many of them when my brain was already partly rusty?:/ " HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE JAN-APRIL BABIES!";D celebrated their birthdays at the atrium with the cake that Kesh has bought to school in the morning (: went to the radiowave to dedicate song and messge to them but neither of them heard the message-.- hahhs. took our first class photo today! cooool. hehhs. but the sad part is that not all of them are there. perhaps, poly life wasn't really that bad as from what i had thought (?) people there are all actually nice, i just that you have to really go and talk to them and understand them and befriend with them. and im currently still in the "adapting mood" (?) ;D snapshots:    Rebecca (:      Kesh, Myron, Nas,ZhiYang (:  ZhiYang with his otstanding white hairband :O hahh  Myron, Nas, Kesh, Jasmin. Crystal, Nadia & Saharh (;  T13 !;D  (edit) before that HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL(TWEETY) & DADDY!(s) dad! you are always someone that great and will be willing to do everything just for me! and i can even remember you saying as long as i've the heart to study, you wont even mind to cash in more money just for my studies. which eventually makes me feel furthermore guilty. making me wondering, if joining vip has been a right choice(?) cause, it was the main reason that actually hinders me from getting a job especially when im quite a bigggg spendthrift. ILOVEYOU (edit) FACEBOOK SCREWED ME UP!:( AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ON EARTH HAS ACTUALLY HAPPENED TO MY PREVIOUS ACCOUNT. all i knew is that, i can no longer log into my previous facebook account!-.- and now everything is all gone uh. friends, notes, games, pictures, tags and bla bla bla all goneeeeee!(s) (pissed) which means i've to re-do everything again(?) (which i've already done) :( poly life is greaaaaat with great coursemates like, Rebecca, Crystal, Kesh, Jasmin, Rini, Debbie, Sharlyn, Nadia, CaiYun, Jenny, ChengJing, Myron, ZhiYang, Fabian, Nas, Brendon (i can only remember them) :/ they are really great an niceeeeeeeeeeee people to be with. and sometimes, they can even make you laugh like mad! hahhs. and i will gonna be like them soon. hehhs. but for now, at least i will learn to speak up more;D lunch-ed with some of them yesterday and went to the library for some of their project thingy and played "truth or dare" which is like uperb funny. asking and doing alot of stupid stuffs! we are also celebrating birthday's babies every month for p26! and also some from p25 like Myron. hahhs. exciting. i dont wanna change coursemates!:( ps/ JASMIN, I REMEMBER THAT ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY TOMORROW RIGHT! "SWEEEEET 19TEEN BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!!!" ;D yays! its finally weekends! project research still not done!:(  HAPPY onee hundredthh POST;D(s) school day! haven get to wake up so that early for school for like so longgggg. school was fine. and nursing modules wasn't really that worse as from what i'd thought. and Psychology&Sociology was my favourite module of all so far. with those uperb funny lecturers. but also did doze off at some part of the modules. but the sad part is that, so far, im still a loner. no friends. as in, you meet new friends in the lecture theatre looking at the friends that are sitting beside you, smile at them ask for names and thats all. and they aren't really those kind of friends that you can clique with. (sad) i want friends. cos its like, no matter how fun or great the lectures, practicals or tutorials are but without friends, its really torture:/ no familiar faces in the theatre. met up with hazel, mel and her friends during lunchbreak for lunch. hahhs. thanks mel;D hoping to have friends soon. but its really nice to ee some familiar faces in school, like Greeny, Celeste, JiaMin, ChienCham, Siti and sec school friends. next, why must np campus be so hugeeee. it really took me a uperbb long time to go and search the next block or theatre for lessons. hoping for a better tomorrow. and i love tomorrow! im only starting school at 1500hours and ending at
 sunburnt again-.- received both my student card and ezlink card from! preeeeetty happy and excited (: hahhs. thought of using my new ezlink card yesterday after topping up. but sadly, the smrt officers told me that my card could only start to be use from the 20April-.- so which means, i've to waste my money to buy standard ticket to get myself to hq. ndp yesterday turns out to be fine. except for the burning hot weather [: while the 6 others are really lucky to be under the shelter! (grrr) ;D;D;D haha. after that bus-ed back to hq with bus2. hehhs. those cadets really looked exhausted after sucha long day. takecares!(s) alrights ;D you guys still have a long way to go! while we was having instructor debrief in the haw par hall, some cadets suddenly came in telling us that the guys' toilet lock was spoilt and cant be open and there still 14 guys inside. scary! imagine all 14 of them are all packed in there without much air ventilation(?) hahhs. JunJie sir and Nicky sir was trying hard to break open the door and managed to "rescue" them out. poor guys!;O Ndp09 is sure gonna be so memorable after the this incident as well as the bus incident that happen the previous week. haha. after that had dinner with the rest of the instructors at somewhere i dont know. haha. just bought those food that we want and dine there. hahhs. coool. i love talking to them. hehhs;D today actually wanted to join girlfriends to party world, but didnt in the end. cos, it really make me feel very bad to ask for money from my daddy:/ was woke up by kn's msg. asking me whether do i want to go back to school for blood donation-.- cos it was blood donation drive. and both him and zach actually donate too! hahhs. school tmr. im gonna hate monday alot for this semester for its uperb long schooling hours. monday blues:( but im gonna love tuesday's (odd) weeks alot. cos, i only have lessons from 3-4pm and thats the end of the day! (happy) ;D but im so gonna be so lost for tmr. cos till now, i still didnt know where to report, what will we be doing tmr. and who my classmates are:( down with flu and slight fever:( Monday blues have to wake up early in the morning yesterday for induction talk. which is like hell! first is the bus journey. really hate it many many! secondaly was the worst part of all. the uperb long hours of talk by speaker after speakers. dozed off many times during the talk. and the only time that i've managed to keep myself awake was the part when they told us how to read our time table, cost and function of the pda and the taok by Rabian and thats all i think. hahhs. while the rest are just like chants and lullaby. ohs, did i mention that campus tour was ... too. sometimes being in a huge campus wasn't really that good too. imagine how long would it takes you to walk from one place to the another. afterc that we have nice jason to bring us to collect our s&w shirt, goodies and lunch!;D thanks!;D bused to amk with greeny to collct her earpiece from her supplier. long bus ride again-.- splitting headache kills!! argg! school is starting next monday and im not looking forward to it at all!! monday timetable sucks the most of all. the longest shooling hour which sarts at 0800 and ends at 1700 vexed! cos nursing isn't somehing that i really wanna do at all. in fact im kinda regretted for not accepting rp's offer to hotel and hospitality managment. thouh i may be in themost suckiest poly bu at least. i get to sudy what i want. okays! NO MORE COMPLAINING! for now, i shall just be a good girl, study hard and do well and not to let daddy's money go down to the drain, flush dow to the toilet bowl or whatever ;D;D;D i didnt feel good at all. cant you guys just understand me. you need the help, care and understand. i do need it too. fcuk!! (edit) so near ... yet so far. havent had this feeling for long and now, its back again good friday. but not a good one for qing xiang sir uh! hahhs. met up with greeny at yewtee mrt station to trained to changi T2. long mrt ride is always better than long bus/car rides (no car sick) hehhs. and didnt knew that it was that easy to get there. cos initially we still thought that we would get lost there :/ hahhs. just because we are kuku(s) that have never been to changi airport. so cant blame (: quite a number of vis and cadets was there too ;D;D;D ps/ 6months would be down very soon and october will come! ohyah, have never thought that you are bias or what so dont need to feel bad! (: happy eating the cupcakes and really glad that you appreciate it! hehhs;D takecares!   11 April ndp training at NeeSoon camp. back to the familiar "hall" which we had once be in way 3years ago (?) brought back lots of memories too. hahhs. cheer and cheer and cheer. too high. oops:/ hahhs. no sunburn this time round. cos clever jiawen has learnt to put on sunblock lotion;D had dinner with the rest of the ndp's instructors at Han's. had the curry chicken set meal. though i cant really take spicy food, but i still love it! ;D;D;D (sleeping)
tagged by zarifah <3!! 1)Beside your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ? nahs. how would i know :/ hahhs 2)How do you feel when you woke up today ? i dont feel like waking up. 3)Who was the last photo you took with ? jiayin 4)Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? uh, maybe a little :/ 5)Would you ever donate blood ? only if necessary. needles are scary!!! 6)Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ? yeps!!(: 7)Do you want someone dead ? nahs!!! im not that mean! 8)What does your last inbox say? can mehs? Lolls. Eh 6.05 at control station. 9)What are you thinking of right now? what time to be out of house so that i wont be late for meeting greeny later! ;D;D 10)Do you wish someone was with you right now? yep. of cos! ;D 11)What time did you go to sleep last night? 3.00 plus plus. 12)Where did you buy T-shirt you are wearing now? i dont know:/ 13)Is someone on your mind right now ? yep. maybe(?) haha;D 14)Who's the last person to text u ? lee shu ying athena! (greeny) ;D;D;D 10 People To Do This Quiz : - shuying - pei ling - daniela - celeste - jia min - mei zi - gin yong - jia xian - hwee yi - anyone that's free and feel like do it!! ;D;D;D  i want to watch confessions of a shopaholic! :(:(:( (edit) jiawen :"hate sunburnt!:(:(:(" woke up at 0400 plus plus and it was actually my first time in my entire life that i've woke up so early!! but in fact, didnt really get to catch much sleep yesterday night. was rolling on bed, trying hard to sleep. met up with Greeny at yewtee mac for breakfast at 0515. hahhs. (happily eating her harsh brown) ;D cos no fried food for her! hahhs:/ cabbed down to hq with Greeny, QingXiang sir and HongYi sir for Npcc FAD. was in stretcher squad 4 with QingXiang sir, YeJing and YiRui maam. Im not good at spotting casualty. i've poor eyesight and dear specs wasn't with me. plus, the sun was superb hurting my eyes:( saw KaiBing and 2 other of my primary school friend there too!(: hehhs. nuggets are nice!! and that seems to be the only food that is nice and appetizing! haha;D lunch-ed with cliques at parkmall - our favourite "bian dang!!" ;D;D haha. initially we wanted to take some photo which will include all of us in, so we tried using self-timer. but no matter how hard we tried, we still failed to take a perfect shot and we aren't the only ones whom were laughing like hell. even one of the passer-by there was also laughing at us till she couldn't stand our bimbo-ness anymore and asked us if we want her to take it for us;D how nice of her! haha. later on went to ps. and we looks uperb bimbotic man. we were like taking the orange & blue balloons from M1 and and green balloons from Starhub! Mobile day (?) hahhs. went for some shopping at daiso, also sweetalk for my new favourite - strawberry milktea! others got themselves drenched in the rain while walking back to hq but we had our improvised umbrellas (balloon umbrella) hahhs. rather bimbo-looking for today. but it was always fun to be out with batchmates. and they are the ones that can really make me laugh like crazy!!!;D;D;D backed to haw par hall, chatted quite alot with Greeny, XiaoLi, Daniela & JunJie sir. haha. and its really nice talking to them. snapshots:      |
