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Projects&studies (class test,practical test,semestral exams)! its all driving me mad! and why must there be a total of five weekdays and just a pathetic two weekend per week?:( -just let me whine here please- i love my common test results(but certainly not for some) who would never ask to have straight As for results? indeed, semestral exams are so gonna be so much more harder which mean, more efforts&hardwork! especially for heavy modules.
i need savings for shopping! charles&keith bag and pouch, headband, poloroid camera (full-stop)

life means so much more than just complaining and i knew that. but sometimes, you'll just need a personal space for you to vend and release all emotions that you'd been holding to it for so long.
when it all falls apart ...

everything was all so familiar once again when you look back. but everything is not gonna be the same as the past anymore. move on! move on!

it has been a year. just 1 year ago, it was me who was down sitting in the auditorium nervously, waiting for the kind principal to finish delivering her speech for results. and now, im already a year 2 to be student, down struggling with all projects and modules work, which is like pilling higher and higher. nursing, a course which is none of my choice, yet im in now. reason being isn't really because of result. but the main reason is, i really didnt know what exactly i want. where my interest lies and so on. all these has never ever crossed my mind and im sort of being "force" to think of all these with just a short period of time allowance. didnt make full use of the 12 choices given, im being dump into RP and some course which i'd totally have no idea what isit about even till now. but even being given another choice, i'll probably still make the same decision i guess. RP's teaching method isn't really attractive to me at all. nursing, at least science seems more interesting to me as compared to businesses course with formulas and numbers flying over you, i'd enough of maths and im glad that ive pass. a fact to clarify, i didnt like nursing at all. even till now. not even a single bit. the thought of being a nurse for life, can really drive me crazy! and im serious about it which attachment has really prove me so. but, im not so gonna give it up when im like done with a semester plus, i didnt want all my efforts and hardwork and my dad's hardearn money to be dump down the drain. so at least for now, stay focus and 2 more years later, i will being graduating with a nursing diploma, and its decision time again. to think of where do i exactly wanna head to.

ohgosh! this week almost killed me man! it really sucks to the max when you'd to wake up superb early suchas 0650 for 0800 lessons (not to mention those who live at the edge of the green line and purple line, they are even worst.) and lessons only end at 1800 for like 4 consecutive days? this can really kill from the serious lag of sleep. and im so gonna be making the full use of my weekends to get as much sleep a sleep can. catching up of studies tmr too. im so lost attending all lectures, cos whatever i'd studies in last semester, i hardly remember them now. results for common test, is like considered the best results that i've ever achieve eversince being enrolled. but, more hardwork to go for doing even better for some of the modules at least, and maintaining of grades for exams which holds the scary high percentage which actually determines your gpa.

FON - A+ (a pleasant surprise)
CMBIO - A (pathetic 1 more mark for an A+)
AAP - B
PHARMACO - D+ (red alert!)
NSL - D+ (red alert!)

project doesn't really kill. what really kills is time constraint and you really need good time management. how to pull time out to get everything done when you'd a superb, duperb, uperb pack timetable:( FON, SAWI, NR, Pharmaco. everything will be better till week4 after all datelines are cleared and what ive to do now is, to hang on till week4! im sure, im not the only one now, who's shagged and struggling so big jiayous to everyone!
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open house is fun, though it wasnt meant for us at all. hahhs. and its kinda guilty, walking around bluffing people that we were some freshies that'd just taken their olevels for games, goodies and also trying out new things, from the other course especially and there's really people approaching us believing that we were graduates from some sec school. (guilty-ness level up) but, that only happens, when you are dressed in your home clothes, cliques and i were wearing the S&W shirt, and noone really bother about us at all, totally, not at all man. hahhs. like what i say, this open house wasn't meant for us and in fact, we 'd enough of fun yesterday, so it should be enough uh? hahhs. i've not try Puppet making and stuffs, i wanted the NP tee, which is uperb nice and i really want it much. can i help out now?

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Ohplease! its just and only the first day of school, yet it just doesn't feel like one man! workloads are pilling up, stress are all drawing nearer, time are just far not enough for me. yes, 24hours are not enough for me to juggle everything up and balance them. less fb-ing, less blogging, less msn-ing!

HAPPY 2010!

BEWARE! a long and wordy post ahead!

It has been another year, a challenging yet fruitful year despite of all up and down rides that happens!:D

1. People leaves, life goes on. you can cry and whine and scream a million, a zillion of times that life sucks, but you will still have to live on with it, simply because that's what life is all about.

2. Obstacles might stand on your way, but you will still have to make your way through and cross through all hurdles.

3. Nobody lives to owe you a living.

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Family&friends, the important assets in life that i can never live my life without them. the ones whom has been enduring my bad habits, tantrums, picking me up from my fall, a good lecture to pull me back on track or even a simple act that shows their concern!(: Dad! the one that has been earning really hard to give us a living despite of his old age! Mom! the one that has been controlling the most, being afraid that i might fall off track! Sis! the one whom has been listening to me the most! Each and everyone of them really mean lots to me. not forgetting, my beloved and dearest ahmah. How long will it really take to forget the pain and scar the wound of losing someone who was significant in your life? 5 months and 22 days ... i really miss her!

A year, we'd all been separated from classmates that we'd been together for 5years, studying in all different tertiary institute, pursuing our individual dreams and future. getting to know, another bunch of new friends, someone whom i'd never ever thought that i'll knew them. i love them all, and im really blessed to have them as my friends:D - CRYSTAL, DEBBIE, REB, SHAR, JAS, KESH, NADIA, SAHARAH, ZHIYANG, FABIAN, MYRON, BRANDON, NAS we play, we laugh, doing illegal stuffs during class test:X, helping each others to skip lectures BUT also help each other to catch up whatever our friends has missed, but most importantly, i love them because, they are always there whenever i need them, whenever im lost during certain lectures, whenever im stuck in my project, whenever im drifting away from the cliques after not attending so many outings, there will always be the someone to pull back to the clique.

Redcross, something that has been living with me eversince my sec school days till now, growing from a cadet to a vi. though it might seems to be very lifeless to the others but they can never imagine how much redcross has given me. it'd given me a bunch of lovely batchmates! especially the closest ones - SHUYING, PEILING, YEJING & XIAOLI as well as seniors - seniors of ops team 3 and not forgetting bimbo maam - ESTHER(KER) MAAM

A SPECIAL BIG THANKS TO MY HARDCORE BEST FRIEND LEE SHU YING, someone whom has been through almost everything with me, enduring all my unreasonable and tantrums. same as the others, there are also times when we'd failed to communicate however, despite of this, im really glad with the fact that, we're still friends, best friends! someone whom i can really trust and trash all my problems to, someone who was the first on mind that i wanna share my joy, sorrow and anger with! thanks & (love):D