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s-t-r-e-s-s and i dont even know what on heaven am i stressing over man! sometimes i just really hope that i can stop thinking so much, stop flooding my brain with these and that. ohmy! how i wish that everything would slowwww down its pace for me to catch a breath man! too hectic!

p.s i wanna go for a jog or a long long walk!:(

quote: "Leadership is not magnetic personality, that can just as well be a glib tongue. It is not "making friends and influencing people", that is flattery. Leadership is lifting a person's vision to higher sights, the raising of a person's performance to a higher standard, the building of a personality beyond its normal limitations."
— Peter F. Drucker

TADA!;D and here's my final product which i have been spending the past 1hour doing it. satisfied! hahh. NP PACKAGE is here! (jumping with joy) ;D hehhs

im tired and tired and tired! yawns!;O and muscles are aching like so ohmygod! hahh. anw, jiawen has passed her evac gold. and it was like so finally. and it wasnt really a good pass though!

JIAWEN HAVE NOT RECEIVED

HER ENROLLMENT PACKAGE!:((((((((((((

while everyone around me has already received theirs arrrggg. what if they have left out mine? and im really uperbbb worry and angry now!:( met up with shuying at bukitbatok to head our way to westmall's BK for our second interview. and guess what the person said? we have to go for an injection at any polyclinic. no injection, no job! thats what he says! ohman! i haven't went for an jab for like soooooo long! and for this job, i have to go for a jab! (screaming in pain) *ouch! oops:/ and that's far too exaggerating laa! but like what the person had say, i look so reluctant to go for a jab! (which is true) but the true reason of me being so reluctant to go for this jab is not because of pain (cause, i can tahan that) but just that its too troublesome!
things to be happy of(:
. paintball with urcy this wed! & school is paying it for us!;D
. VIs games day this sat!!;D

THEY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE TMR! OHMY! OHMY! ;D *jumping up&down* and nicee shuying would accompany to causeway point just to see him! (DA DONG) *continue jumping* (: hehhs! uperbb looking forward to tmr! and its really surprising that mummy actually allowed my second ear piercing! hahh. and she even paid for it!(: and thats really so nicee of her!;D

*good news! good news!*

jiawen is employed! hahh. and she will never reject this job for whatever shit reason anymore! BK!BK! hehhs.

- June 9 -
You are stylish, friendly and funny. You have the potential to think deeply and rationally and you always have time for your friends.
Positive Traits: tolerant, compassionate, idealistic, sensitive, sympathetic
Negative Traits: bad judgment, immorality, delusional, arrogance, bitterness
'What does your Birthdate mean?' at QuizGalaxy.com

perhaps its all fate. nursing for the remaining three years! hahh. but in fact i should learn to appreciate things more and grumble less. cos, its the decisions that i've made and im being given what i've chose. but the thought of being a nurse for the remaining of my life can really drive me crazy man. and i cant even imagine that! for the past few sleepless nights, i've been asking myself again and again. have i made a wrong decisions? but thankfully to someone that has told me! taking up nursing doesnt mean that you must be a nurse for the remaining of your life. you can still try out things that you want to try and doing other jobs that you want! hahh;D at least for now, jiawen is happy! ohmy! i cant wait for school to starts! looking forward to orientation! hehhs. and for now, im rotting at home almost everyday with nothing to do! determined to go for a jog!!
ps. i wanted that perfume at kiddy palace!:(((

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status: back from class chalet:(

ohmy! i miss sleeping on my lovely bed and typing on this lovely keyboard of my dear desktop so so so much man! but for now, im missing my friends!:(

14 feb

its valentine! (hahh though i dont have one) yet i still spent it! hehhs with rc and great friends! hehhs;D flowers, chocos and gifts! aww, its really uperb sweeeet laa. and ofcos, jiawen is nice too. to buy roses, chocos and did something for her girlfriends and rc-mates! and it really atke me a long time to decide on what to do man! hahh(: woke up superb early to meet up with fad and shuying to have breakfast at yewtee mac. (& im not the one who's late this time round) *proud* hehhs:P and cab down with fad to fairfield cos we are really late. hahh. and i really hate taxi ride man! ushering turns out to be quite okay. hahh. but its the court shoes. it almost killed me man. argg! keep bitting my poor feet. no matter how many plasters i paste, it will still came off and we end up using the plasters in the firstaid pouch thats really pathetic laa. despite that, i still love doing ushering duty and its my first bigg event after vip(: after that went to a voiddeck at amk for dinner. but at that time, im really tired for any words. (imagine that you've only manage to catch 1hour plus of sleep the previous day to tahan the whole day) after that went off with shuying to BPP to meet up with Joey and Suvin for CLASS CHALET! weeeee~ ;D whereby Joey's daddy than drove us to Aranda. Thanks uncle!

HAPPY LATE VALENTINE!

& ohyahs before i forgot! congrats urcy for emerging the 2nd for fdc in west.dist and make it to the 2nd round! and im really really happy for you guys. cos all your hardworks and sweats paid off! continue to work hard and move on and lead the unit to a greater height! jiayous!

14 feb-16 feb

yay! its chalet! and this chalet was much more fun as compared to the previous ones that we had. hahh;D played some superbb lame games. handiplast and bom bom chucky chucky! hehhs. yep. though its lame but its really darn funny i swear! hahh. and you can see everyone laughing like crazy everywhere! ohmy! and i miss that laa!:( went to the beach after bbq. and the atmosphere there really makes us emo. you can hear nothing except for the waves. and bits of bits of memories kept flashing into my head. 2years ago, we was too at the beach, making wishes to pass our nlvl and get into sec5. hahh but now, we've already completed sec5, gotten our olvl grades and waiting to enter poly. and you can see. how fast times actually flies!:( and the nursing thingy! (but its over now) ;D hahh. i tried drinking Barcadi! hahh. its my first attempt in drinking alcoholic drinks. though its bitter but its better than those beers and wine man. hehhs(: and im not drunk!

clicks (:

flowers from shuying, yejing, siling & sarah c.! (though they are all dead by now)

valentine's gifts & love letters! from shuying, yejing, peiling, manwei, joey, kenny & flowers!

and this one was from suvin!

barcadi(s)

i drank this!(:

the guys that prepared the foods

the food that goes into our stomach (:

emo time:(

the guys(:

the girls(:

hahh. thanks to MrsTay for sponsoring the 2oo bucks for our bbq food! and thankyou guys! this 3days2nights was indeed short but a memorable one, and we was all so unsure if we would still actually stays in contact or be like how we are now, after going into different polys and courses. but i will never forget each and everyone of you that i have knew. though i wasn't really that outspoken in class but days in 3/2 and 4/2 are the best! thanks for all everything! & all the best in everything that you are all gonna embark on in your future endeavours!

TONS OF LOVES

i miss 3/2 & 4/2

jiawen's appeal to np nursing is successful. which means she would be spending her remaining 3years there. despite the fact that it was my choice, but ... i didnt really like it:/ but who could i blame, hate. its my own choice. hahh. in fact i should be happy enough that they give me my first choice & for now, im in np and that should be enough! and i wont ask for anything more!

random pic:/ hahh. the first neoprint that delta has took. i've finally scan it! cos, we took it like uperb long ago! & i failed my evac gold!:( which means i've undergo everything again and muscle-ache!

06Feb2008

morning went to ahmah house to collect lifen jiejie's wedding invitation card and those cakes. of all the wedding dinner that i had attended so far, this would be the first one which im feeling excited! not for the food of cos. hahh. just because she's one of those few cousins which im really close to. we played when we are young. but now, we hardly met each other:( and 堂姐夫 was quite nice too!;D anw, felt so kuku laa. cos, im so so so unfamiliar with those places at purple line! (i mean everything beyond DhobyGhaut&Chinatown) if not for "someone" i would not make myself travel all the way to Kovan! hehhs! went for the vi's mass briefing for fdc. im doing ushering!(: would really wish to do my job well! cos its my first official rcy event so far;D

07Feb2008

celebrated cny with those residents at the rc home for disabled. it was kinda fun laa. but we didnt really have any jobs on hand to do. cos there are more than enough helpers! had some interact session with those residents there. hahh. i found BeeChoo! she was the one that played the clapping game with me the other time when i'd last visited her!;D hahh. ohyah! and christopher! he said he remembered me!(: & lao yu sheng session with the 1009s as well as wilson sir. its my not my first time lao-ing yusheng but its my first time trying to put those yusheng into my mouth. and i didnt like it! just have fun in lao-ing!;D

& snapshot!:

& not forgetting, here is superman who refused to let to let us carry him, take picture with him and still make us chase him around. hahh. but he's really cute uh!

thats us with mickey mouse's hand at toa payoh hub's popular! ;D though we are not suppose to do so!:/ hahh

p.s: ShuYing&YeJing CHEER UP!;D

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!
& im supossed to do this all thanks to DANIELA uh :( haha (kidding)
1. she is short and fat!!!
2. she wanna learn piano, drum-ing & taekwondo! ;P
3. she gets irritated very easily!
4. she hates nagging!!!
5. she can pick up things easily but it will take her a very long time to let go off it!
6. she is not independent at all. and relys alot on people that she trust and are very close too.
7. she prefers to be alone at times.
8. she loves watching taiwan & korea drama shows!!;D
9. she doesnt likes to hate anyone & learn to love everyone as much as she can!(:
10. she does not knows how to swim!:X
11. she cant cycle well:/
12. she's afraid of losing of people that she really treasured.
13. she takes a long time to get over something.
14. she does not like changes and will take quite a couple of time for her to adapt to it.
15. she cant sing!
16. she can get sunburnt veryyyyy easily. which she really hates it!
17. she hates to do quiz!:/
18. Bio/Chem is her favourite subject. though she loves chinese more. hurhur
19. she wants to grow tall and go on diet.
20. she can never make up her own mind and can be influenced very easily.
21. sometimes, what she says might not really be what she mean.
22. she's a typical Gemini which prefers to keep everything up in her brain.
23. she is very sensitive.
24. she's quite empty-minded at times
25. she's relieve that she has finally finish this quiz! ;D
i shall be nice and not pass it around! hurhur

status: JIAWEN SAYS SHE MISS SEC SCHOOL LIFE ALOT!:(

people. it has been 5years. and this 5years was indeed a great one. with the accompany of great people, creating lots of wonderful stories and memories which i would carry it with me and reminisce for a lifetime. just like the video that shuying has done for us, it held back alot alot of our memories. whether is it the goods or the bads, i still wanna thanks you guys for all these memories!(: and if only i could rewind time back, if only i could realise how short the time we spent are earlier, i would have be a better person changing all the bad times to a good ones. but its no longer possible:( my sincere apologise to those people that i have done wrong to! and also a great big thanks to people who are willing to accept me as your friends and help me along the way! you guys are the ones that i really, really love and dont wanna lose! (im saying it from the bottom-est of my heart!) and now we are all moving on to different polys. a different environment making new friends and all. and probably soon, we will starts to lose contacts? (which i really wish not)

to the closest ones: ShuYing, Suvin, PuiYi, LiJun, Doreen

& the others: Ain, JunRong, Rebecca, Elaine, Joey, Eileen, HweeYi, Tricia and EVERY SINGLE ONE OF 3/2, 4/2, 5/2

♥ "GREAT BIG LOVE!"

all the best in your' future endeavours and everything

that your' gonna embark on no matter which tertiary institute

we are heading too!

credits to LEE SHU YING ATHENA ♥

9feb. till then, i will get to know whether would my appeal be successful or not!:(

i really hate myself now. my attitude especially. i tend to be emotional and lose my patience very easily nowadays. especially towards my parents and sis (sorry!:/) i know they are the innocent one. they nags, cos they do care for me but sometimes, i just get irritated too easily. but i still wanna thanks them. for not interfering with the choices that i've made and give me the 100% freedom to choose whatever i want and giving me advices whenever i needs them the most. thanks. there have never been a moment like this where, i get to be so stress up thinking about my dreams, and things that i wanna do in my future. which these questions has never been in my mind before. and now, its really time to give a serious thought about it. job? i have no mood for jobs now. but i need money! (can money just fall from sky) hais:/ ohmy! im daydreaming again. and i cant believe that im spending a largeeeee amount of money just on roses! (heartaches) cos, its something that cant live longggg. redcross, im still trying to shake off the idea from a cadet to a vi. and would really wish to be a good leader!

can you kindly please stop nagging at meeeeee and dont bother about me. i just wanna be alone now.
dreams? do i really have one? seriously, till now, im still so unsure of myself. what i really want and what im aiming for. all just seems to be so uncertain.

yesterday was evac gold accred and pop! ;D

evac was fun but at the same time, tiring too. especially the carrying of casualty part. hahhs. and wearing of jeans only makes movements more difficult:( but we are lucky to have meizi in our group uh. the lightest casualty. hehhs. but accred time wasn't that lucky anymore uh. we had jason as casualty for the over obstacle part. for the guys he's already the lightest but for us girls, we really had a hard time to carry him laa:/ oops. hahhs. after accred, went to change into full uni for pop. we've have gotten our first vi rank. happy happy!;D but wearing of court shoes really hurt my poor leg man. had a short birthday celebration for Daniela & JingNi Maam and went for dinner cum prata supper with some of the trainers and the 10/09s. and the food really serves damn slowwwww. but cant blame laa. cos we have a large bunch of people there. hahhs. thats why. but the food there wasn't really that bad laa. has all different variety of prata. hehhs. i didnt know which one was nice so just ordered the cheese&mushroom prata and watermelon juice! had some crapping session with some of the batchmates and YingQi Maam & JingNi Maam before going home. hahhs. we are really lucky to be able to catch the last train. reached home at 12.40 plus plus.

today im reallyyyyyyy ;D
RP CALLED ME TODAY! they asked me if i would be interested to appeal for another course that they wanna offer me. HOTEL & HOSPITALITY MANAGEMENT! and i answered them i wont mind!(: hahhs. at that point of time, i was really happy laa. but one the other hand, it is also kinda headaching. cos its in RP! i appealed for Nursing in NP. Just because i love that school but i didnt really like the course. they offer me RP Supply Chain Management which i like neither of them. but this time round, i love the course that they offered me but i dislike the school. actually RP wasn't really a bad school. just that, i dont really like their teaching system. with some course without lecturer and year1 everybody are learning the same together regardless of what course you are taking. but thats really funny too laa. if they wanted to offer me that course cant they just tell me during the day of posting result instead of calling me to appeal for it now.

status: appealed form ammended. i accept RP's offer. and would hope that they would really give me that;D

pictures of pop!

stress to take with a giraffe. which is like how many heads taller than me!!!