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You should know no matter what happen, things will never get to be the same like the past anymore. Misunderstands could be cleared, mistakes could be forgiven but the scar would be leaving there for a lifetime. Even though i might be saying so, but sometimes i would really really wish things would still be the same and i would never be just dwelling the past. Memories are what im left with only. IM DEAD! It was also a kind of hurt when you were thinking back of all those beautiful and nice moments but now in present, you know things will never get to be the same anymore, and you are the only one who was thinking of that. I dont want to the one who would only be needed when things starts to go wrong. I dont wanna be a spare-tyre. I dont wanna feel the lonliness. I dont wanna be leftout! Who in hell could ever understand me! RAWRS!

25052008

Watch the fund-raising show by Channel8 to raise funds for the people in SiChuan after suffering from the 5.12 earthquake. My heart really aches for them, seeing scenes and scenes of the situation there by the earthquake caused. Especially the scene whereby a Mother was being rescued by the rescuer. But she was dead and was kneeling in a very special position as she was hugging her baby of 3-4 months old. And the babey was still sleeping soundly and wasnt injured at all. Inside her clothing there was a mobile phone found inside. with a message left to her babey

{ 亲爱的宝贝，如果你还活着，请你记住我爱你!}
{Dear Babey, if you were to be alive, please do remember that i love you!} After reading this message, i cried ;/ Really touching and sad. I would really wished to help them!

*GOD BLESS THEM!

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I ♥JIRO TO THE MAX!;D

Too cute that it cant be resist! :/ hur hur. oops:/ a little to exaggerating uhs(: But yep, he IS cute!
Babey Hui Wen is officially 1 month old today! Wanna play with her but she was sleeping most of the time! -sadded- Ohyahs! peeps who would be taking their chinese olvl ALL THE BEST!(:

PTC today!:'[ L1R4 33 Ohplease man! With this such wonderful results which ever nice poly would except me huhs. Okay, even though if they does, which course can i get in uhs? & please, Jiawen, you really have to wake up now uhs! Please! Please! Please! I dont wanna be ending up in nowhere or landing into this situation whereby my future was just left with question marks, question marks and question marks! The results of what i get was of no much different from what Mr Ng had showed us the other time but except for English, another 54.5! darn. Was just 0.5 marks away from my dear C5 and it shares the same fate as my Bio/Chem!

"Every extra effort you put in, will bring you an extra miles towards your aim"

always go for that extra miles!(:

Argg!:/ Accidentally deleted all my latest tags posts! Dumb enough lars!
sad sad sad! ]':
Finally its, JUNE HOLIDAY!;D Imagine seeing those happy faces round!;D
Yep and also the hot-housing week has came to an end. No more staying in the Library doing self-studies! ): Life was kinda slack this week, with Elaine, Pui Yi, Fadhil, Andy & Timothy!;D All thanks to June's ipod, ShuYing's mp4, i had managed to survive through boredom and also Fadhi's Rubiks Cube, our source of entertainment. We even smuggled Sushi, Jigs, Petti Brunch:/ oops. It may sounds slack but that doesnt mean we didnt study at all alrights;D we ARE hardworking!(; hur hur. Saw the holiday schedule's for extra lessons teachers had arranged for us, sian diao-.- ptc tmr! die! ]: Really pray that Mr Ng wont say anything nasty uhs. He would probably starts like this 'yep your daughter has done prettya 'well' for her mye BUT ....' and this would be where all those bla bla bla things would start to come out. Ohyahs it was really nice of Miss Wendy! Though she was only there to invigilate our class's English prelims oral, abd does not even know all of us, but cause of our initiative to even to take our books out to study, had left her a good impression, and she was even so sweeet and nice to do those motivating posters, individual cards for the whole class and also m&m chocos! Thanks Miss Wendy!;D LOVES and also thanks to JunRong's patience guiding & teaching, i had finally learnt how to solve the Rubiks Cube! It was also really nice of him to even get me the teeny weeny Rubiks keychain! Thanks uhs boy!

* great smiles ;D
It's Vesak Day tomorrow. which means its another school free day. *jump with joy* unlike the past, im no longer looking forward to school days anymore. Everyday was just so stressful. Counting down the n number of days to olvl really freaks me up. And im even trying to take panadols to kill all my headaches. No more sleeping Jiawen! (: Got back my mye results. Though it might not really be fantastic uhs, but i should just be contented that i had at least managed to pass all my subjects except for emaths {which was expected uhs} god bless, just hope that Mr Ng would not say any things bad about me to Mummy during ptc! below here is my
UN-fantastic results :/
English} C6
Emaths} F9
Social Studies/History} C6
Bio/Chem} C6
Poa} C6
another pathetically 0.5 marks to get a C5 for my Bio/Chem urgh! -sad-
yeps. though i may not have the intelligent brain cells in me, but im gonna use all my determinations & will to kill off all the lazy cells in my brain. just viewed through my sms inbox & saw this meaningful msg. happy reading!

人在成长过程中难免遇到挫折。
懂得保护自己也要懂得爱自己。
生命的乐章看你如何去谱写。
躲避不一定躲得过。
面对不一定最难受。
得到不一定能长久。
失去不一定不再有。
转身不一定最软弱。
别以为世上只有对于错，
许多事情的答案都不只一个，
所以我们永远都有路可以走。
你能找到理由难过，也一定能找到快乐。
懂得放心的人找到轻松。
懂得遗忘的人找到自由。
懂得关怀的人找到朋友。

and definately im happy with what i have & who i am now. though life now might not be better than the past but im contented! really.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJUN & PEI QI ;D

mye results was damn fcuking disappointing especially for Bio. though i had spent days & nights revisioning i still failed! ): dumb enough right. even so, i still love bioo. work harder jiawen! maths is so ohmygod! a straight F9 to it. and it was just so below standard though it was already expected to fail but i never expected that i can failed that badly lars -sadded- others subject was still okay at least i still manage to acheive a passing grades! im trying to be satisfied with it even though it was just a boarderline pass! (; chemistry is loveeeeeeed & thats the only subject that i had scoree ;D

" jiawen work harder!"

BABEY HUI WEN ;D
& its like so finally that i have my very first niece to play with. superb duperb uperb ultra cute and sweet! (: haha. went down and played with her today. but sad ): she is sleeping most of the time. anw, happy 2 weeks old, babey hui wen. 快高长大哦! ;D

LAST MYE PAPERRRRRR ON THURSDAY ! ;D

happy happy! at least im free from stress for this shorttttt moment! would be getting back results next week & soon im gonna have an 'enjoyable' tea-session with our dearest principal, and nice mum would than give me her 'nice-talk' after that. mye paper was really shit* just because, my brainjuice was too limited. emaths the shittest paper of all. *HA-LEL-LU-YA* & its really the only paper which can really make me cry lars. chemistry its only easy for some question cause, i realise some real stupid mistakes that i have made ): biology was only average or perhaps, it should be below average in fact. im now depending on my mcq for a pass for science now! the rest ... *sigh-ing*