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im feeling much better now. no more feeling angry or sad. just feel like being alone now and i will be fine. i've start to accept the fact that, im having RP as my future school and taking a course which i dont even know what is it all about. though i had successfully submitted my appeal application form online but i didnt really pin any high hopes on it. prepared for the worst already. perhaps, RP wasn;t really that bad as from what i've thought bah (: feel like going down to NP on Monday. i wanna appeal for Chinese media & communication! see first bah.

NewYear post:
nothing special really happen. everything went on as normal. bai nian, receiving angbaos, reunion dinner. but meals at ahmah house wasnt really a reunion dinner at all. and it doesnt feel like cny in anyway. but nevermind at least we are there down for ahmah. even though she didnt say anything but we knows that she would really wanna have everyone's presence there to have a proper reunion dinner with her. chu san woke up early in the morning to accompany daddy to the cck clinic to see doctor. and that day was also the first time in my memory, i've first enter a temple to pray. and i realised i cant even hold a joss stick properly. eveytime kena burnt. after that went to watch "大喜事" with ShuYing, Sis and her cliques. hahhs. overall the movie turns out to be quite nice laa. and some scenes are quite hilarious!
chu si - newyear with friends ;D
the happiest day since chu yi. hahhs. went to JunWei's house to bai nian. with ShuYing, Suvin, PuiYi, Reb, Doreen and Eileen as well as the guys! yesterday wasn't really my luck. played blackjack and dai di but after a few rounds, im officially bankrupt. and Reb was the lucky one who was winning like almost every round! rawr. but luck after dinner was much better laa. played blackjack again, and starts to win back all my ben qian. hahhs. but again luck didnt really stays with me for long laa. cos after blackjack was dai di, i lose all my money again. all thanks to Suvin, ShuYing & Eugene uh. and for that day, i lose a total of $8. thats really alot! can. all my ben qian leh! hahhs. (optimistic) at least i did enjoy myself laa. and i must mention i really like JunWei's mummy cooking. very nice. haha. and his parents are nice too!





















i loveeee them all.
ohmy! evac gold accred and pop is tmr!

i wanna pinch and squueeezzzze and bite and slap and box the bimbo that threw me into RP - Supply Chain Management. which this course is in neither of my choice laa and they dump me in. im told that they would msg us at 8.00am but instead they msg us uperb early. 6.30 plus plus, AM!! after reading their sms, it destroy all my sleeping mood laa. first i received msg from JunChye and ShuYing telling their posting results and asked me mine. im really shock laa. cos i haven receive mine yet. i dont mind getting into the course but its the school that i detest. previously, i didnt even choose any of the course from RP & TP and they gave me that. today would be the first time jiawen has manage to get up soooooo early without alarm, morning call or mummy call (break record) [: and after the msg from MOE, i didnt even have the mood to go back to my dreamland yet i stay up till now. keep pestering people around like ShuYing, JunChye, JunLong, Hazel, YeJing, ManWei and many many asking them how to appeal. and thats the first thing that pops into my mind after receiving the msg. cos i would rather go into nursing than RP's courses!!! finish appealing and hope to get! nursing NP!











HAPPY CHINESE 牛 YEAR

angbaos angbaos angbaos! ;D












few more days and its cny! (excited!!) chocos. shark fin soup. angbaos!!! ;D had manage to get myself a preeeetty dress for newyear as well as a nice nail polish for my preeetty nails. ohmygod! its really hard to look for colors that suits my skin color man. too tanned! ;(
jiawen is employed!;D
that was like so finally laa. looking for jobs for 1 month plus when most of friends had already gotten their salary and im still jobless. received a phone call from Taka. but... i dont really feel like working. im now too "in" to my holiday mood that i still wanna slack all the way till april when school starts! & the main reason would be, im too lazy to darg my lazybone all the way to town (orchard) in the morning. hurhur. im too lazy too work. but i want money! oops:/ in need of money for many many things, my shoes, jacket, ROSES for "special day" and many many many more. 4 more days for me to make up my mind.

jiawen is blogging, pigging, slacking, lazing. (multi-tasking?) hurhur. but seriously, this few days are kinda hectic. events after events everyday. tiring. but ... this is so much better than staying at home slacking and to be nag and nag and nag by mummy. cos, at home, im always under her control. no freedom at home (no more ear block) ;D but for so long, i didnt really catch any proper sleep. i wanna sleeeeeeeeeep! (can starts to hear weiyang scolding me "zhu" again-.-)

events:
17Jan - YOSS, Project Rice

18Jan- Project Rice

19-21Jan- SFA

22Jan - SHOPPING! ;D

YOSS & Project Rice

first time dealing with AV stuffs!:/ volunteered for the wrong task!! rawr. cos im one of those AV idiots which cant even do proper AV stuffs properly laa. hurhur. but nevermind cos, it wasnt really as tough as i thought. cos, all i need to do is to help the speakers to copy their document into the laptop and click onto the slides as they talk. and thats all(: hehhs. after that, did a little help out with the project r.i.c.e thingy. we are quite clumsy laa. wasted so many grains (guilty) :x and the ambulance uncle was really nice laa. he drove us to J8 (: hahhs.

project r.i.c.e
breakfast with ShuYing, YeJing, PeiLing and XiaoLi ohyah and jia-rui? at BK. have BK kids meal. and i didnt really like the toy. oops:/ (anw it's now with my little neighbour) ;D hehhs. afterall, find this project really heartwarming;D though the place that im ushering is under the shade, but ... there is an OVERHEAD BRIDGE!-.- and jiawen is really a nice girl. hahhs. she never failed to smile at those passer-by, climb over the overhead bridge and help the aunty and uncles to carry the trolleys over the bridge. but also thanks to WeiYang and GinYong for helping me too laa(:

SFA
i pass my SFA! hehhs. (happy happy) ;D which means jiawen has successfully met all the criteria of a vi;D the only thing that i really hate about this course is that... i have to wake up early! but im proud to say that, i didnt slept throughout the whole lesson (even though its almost) but im awake most of the time(:

vi uniform!!;D haha. we've finally gotten ours;D hehhs. but mine is bigggg.

OLEVELS! ;D
it wasnt really well done like the others. with many A's in their result slips but, im already satisfied. cos it met all my aims! and what's most important, i've done my best! i passed english, i passed maths, and L1R4 18! (after minus-ing CCA point) thats what i want!! (:
i will never forget how nervous i am when im getting back my results! haha. when its my turn to go to MrNg to get back my result slips, im already having that "i wanna cry face", cos most of my friends has start crying. which makes me more scared!
NrNG: ehs, you look so nervous for what?
Me: huh. i don't know leh
MrNg: -starts looking for my result slip-
MrNg: so how do you think that you've done?
Me: Uh very badly?
MrNg: You've done very well.
MrNg: Look at your english and maths you've managed to clear it and you passed all of your subjects. congrats!
Me: Huh really yah.
*HAPPY HAPPY*

RESULTS:
Chinese - A2
English - C6
Emaths- C6
POA- C5
Bio/Chem- B3
Hist/SS- B3
I PASS ALL SUBJECTS! ;D

disappointment: bio/chem
i've expected for an A2 at most! *crys!!* :'( but still wanna thanks MR.SHANMUGAM & MDM AISHAH!;D

unexpected: emaths, poa
i really feel like screaming this out: "I FINALLY PASS MY MATHS!" ;D cos maths is the subject that i've always been failing and failing again and again that i've almost given up my hope on it! but luckily i didnt! hahhs. cos without maths i can really go no where man. not forgetting DENNIS! thankyou! hehhs. my very last minute part-time maths tutor! hurhur!:/ you really help me alot man. haha. and sorry for bugging you so that often uh! and i dont mind treating you a meal!;D but dont open your dino's mouth!;D
POA a subject that i've totally given up my hope laa. paper 1, uh did manage to get most of the answers correct! but paper2 is hell man. balance sheet all cannot balance! haha. really thanks to moderation! and thanks to DORREN YAP & MDM ASMIDAH! my great, great help! thanks doreen, whenever im in need of help, you are always just a call or sms there for me! *much appreciated* and for mdm asmidah! sorry for the disappointment for not getting an A. but, you are really a great great great POA teacher! ;D

satisfied:english, history/ss
i passed english!;D and all thanks to MR NG! for all the extra hmwks that you have been flooding me. like newspaper report, extra essays etc. haha;D cos, it did helped me!
for history/ss its the best grade for this subject that i've received for this whole year!(:


"GREAT BIG THANKS TO ALL WHO HAVE

BEEN HELPING ME ALL ALONG!"

decisions making time ...

:X released of olevel results are just tomorrow. less than 24hours from now. though the results are already printed out and sent to school by now, and by worrying, it cant change my results anymore but ... really cant help it laa. for the one whole day, people are like keep reminding me about results results and results! i really dont have any confident.
I MUST PASS ENGLISH!
I MUST PASS MATHS!
I MUST GET 18 AT MOST FOR L1R4!!!

"ALL THE BEST!" for all who will be getting their results back tmr!
and "THANKS!" to all for your words of encouragement!

SHU YING & CELESTE asked me to this. another quiz for today:/

1) My friends- everyone that i know!;D
2) I’m listening to- Daniela's blogsong;D
3) Maybe i should learn- to be more independent;D
4) I love- my family&friends;D
5) My plan- L1R4 18 & below and get into NP;D
6) I don’t understand- why people
7) I lost- time to look for a job;D
8) People say- life sucks but everything still goes on;D
9) I'm missing- the past;D
10) Love means- no hate;D
11) Somewhere...- over the rainbow;D
12) I'm always searching for- a place to hide;D
13) Forever seems- to be so impossible;D
14) I do not want to- get into ITE;D
15) My mobile phone- Sony Ericsson C905;D
16) When i wake up in the morning- I feel like lazing around;D
17) I get annoyed when- people nags and irritates me;D
18) Parties are- high, fun & crazy;D
19) Today i- went to my ah mah house;D
20) Tmr i will be- taking my olvl results! :(((
21) I really want- to score well for my olvl!;D
22) I miss- 10/09, ULP06, classmates, school;D
23) What is your phone brand?- sony ericsson.
24) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?- 692
25) What does the second message in your inbox say? - Dennis: "aiya.. got chance de..50/50 ma..Lol..Moreover 15 isn't tat high to get..Lol.."
26) Who was the last person you rang?- ShuYing;D
27) Who was your last missed call from?- ShuYing;D (she gave me a missed call and im supposed to call her back)
28) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?- YuPing: Delta christmas eve outing
29) Who comes after J?- its K. K for ken & kn;D
30) Go to your sent messages, see what the 10th message say - Dennis: "nah. i also don't know what course to take. study what. haha:)"
31) Who is your network provider?- Starhub;D
32) How many messages are there in your inbox?- 430;D
33) Who do you have on speed dial 3?- speed dial number unassigned.
34) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have- $9.58
35) Who is the first person who comes after C?- Daphne maam;D
36) What do you have as your main ringtone?- Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo!;D
37) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl:
;D i will be nice and not to ask anyone to do it

i've been asked by JiaXian, Daniela and Celeste to do this.

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
NO CHEATING!

How do you feel today?
第一个清晨 - 王力宏.
What’s your outlook on life?
DonaldDuck christmas ringtone.
What does your family think of you?
爱要怎么说出口.
What do your friends think of you?
Girl in the mirror - Britney Spear.
What do strangers think of you?
幸福的泡泡 - 黑girl.
Will you get married?
Wish that i could tell you.
Are you good at school? .
分开以后.
Will you be successful?
留下来 - 飞轮海.
What song should they play on your birthday?
任意门 - Rainie.
What song should they play at your graduation?
Never let you go - Janice wei .
The Soundtrack of your life?
时光机 - Jay chou.
You and your best friends are?
Goin' Crazy - Natalie.
Happy times:
我可以爱你吗 - 玻璃箱子.
Sad times:
最近还好吗 S.H.E.
Every day:
原来爱情那么伤.
For tomorrow:
小酒窝.
For you:
I love you barney ringtone.
What do I say when life gets too hard?
Superman - Five for fighting
What song will I dance to at my wedding?
越来越爱 - 飞轮海.
What do you want as your career?
Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor swift.
Your favorite saying?
Big big world- Emilia.
How will I die?
蜗牛 - Jay Chou.
How can I make myself happy?
Just wanna be with you - Zac Efron&Vanessa Anne Hudgens.
What song will they play at my funeral?
依然是朋友 - 宇恒.
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
遇到.
What do I think my current theme song is?
右手边 - 光良.

Pass this quiz to 10 other people:
;D i will be nice and not to ask anyone to do this.















霹雳MIT is ♥! 鬼鬼 & 亚纶 is ♥ too! oops:/ that's random. hurhur

8 Jan {Thursday}

Catch up session with Esther Maam at YewTee Mac with the ShuYing, HweeYi and Hazel. And its really like so uperb long eversince we had last hang out at yewtee mac like what we always used to be in the past after every trainings (: Its also nice to see Esther Maam again laa. hurhur. still as talkative and violent ever! oops:/ haha:D ps. but maam you cant record it down;P

9 Jan {Friday}

Its CCA Open House! Met ShuYing outside the school gate at 2.30. but oops:/ im late. hurhur. but i must really say, im kinda missing the school's life;D uh, for redcross side, quite okay bah. juniors are all doing their stuffs. setting up booths, pitching tents etc etc. just that uh, they wasnt really that enthu:/ oops. haha. nevermind jiayous jiayous;D

10Jan {Saturday}

Flagday at HuaYi;D its in the west! haha. my first hq event as a vi? [: still cant really get use of being a vi. woke up at 5.20. ohmygod, thats really early. and surprisingly, i 've heard the alarm(: meet up with Shu Ying at the old 7-eleven at yewtee first. but this time round she was late. after that meet up with alvin sir and jonathan tan at cck platform train all the way to JE and bus-ed to HuaYi. we didnt really have much stuffs on hands to do. just, helping them up with the distributing the tins etc. and the cadets there are really funny and cute? but yep they are friendly. manage to know some of them there and crap with them:/ kinda pity them. hurhur. footdrill training during flagday. haha. got $5 free for meals;D and it has settle my KFC meal. went JP1 with ShuYing after tallying the tins and bla bla bla. talk about olvl results. rawr! its just next monday! :(


12 JAN MY DOOM DAY!
rawrs.
seriously, i didnt really expect this date to arrive so .. fast? and its the first time in my whole life that im feelings so helpless. like what the others say, the results are all already printed out and there's nothing you can do to help but that's really no choice laa. cos, it's human's natural reactions! lots of thoughts starts to haunt my mind. "what if i failed my english?" what if i failed my maths?" "what if i cant get myself a place in the poly?" lots of "what if ..." questions are all in my mind now. and till now when others were to ask me what course would i wanna get into? im always giving them the same answer. i dont know! seriously, i dont even dare to dream too much. cos as long as i had manage to get myself a place in poly, i should be happy enough. and i dont even bother which course i get into. and my dream course Resort and Hospitality Mangaement is like too impossible for me to get into that i should just abandon that thought uh. okay! i shall stop thinking of results.
relax. *BREATHE IN... BREATHE OUT*

little quote: "Beauty gets the attention, Personality gets the heart."

HELLOS 2009! [:
&
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QI WEN!
here's my first 2009 post!;D finally jiawen is not lazy anymore! (: she has successfully finish up most of the stuffs that she have always wanted to.
1. clear off her email inbox.
2. delete off all those unknown contacts in her phone and msn.
3. finish approving all those thingy in facebook.
4. spring-cleaning my dear room.
5. throwing away unwanted books and packing up those wanted ones.
*applause* ;D

rawr i've forgotten to add these in, in my new year's resolution list. cos among all that i've listed, these are of my top priority.
1. less naggings
2. more understandings.
3. more freedom.
and no more.
seriously, i REALLY REALLY hate the feeling of being NAGGED NON-STOP. and it can really makes me feel uperb darn stress about it that i can just cry and scream out. hurhur. this seems to be the easier way to make me tear uh:/ i do understand the rationale of you doing that but sometimes its much unnecessary for you to do that. im no longer a kiddo, i have my own thoughts, my own way, im not trying to ask for something much but just understanding. nothing much right. me too wanted to talk nicely to you, respect you but sometimes i just find that its far toooo muchhhh. i hate you for being so fake!!! in front of daddy and behind his back you are a total different someone just resembles someone that has a split personality!!!

ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG

a random quote that just pop into my mind:
"understanding should not only comes from the one party but from both"