im feeling much better now. no more feeling angry or sad. just feel like being alone now and i will be fine. i've start to accept the fact that, im having RP as my future school and taking a course which i dont even know what is it all about. though i had successfully submitted my appeal application form online but i didnt really pin any high hopes on it. prepared for the worst already. perhaps, RP wasn;t really that bad as from what i've thought bah (: feel like going down to NP on Monday. i wanna appeal for Chinese media & communication! see first bah.

nothing special really happen. everything went on as normal. bai nian, receiving angbaos, reunion dinner. but meals at ahmah house wasnt really a reunion dinner at all. and it doesnt feel like cny in anyway. but nevermind at least we are there down for ahmah. even though she didnt say anything but we knows that she would really wanna have everyone's presence there to have a proper reunion dinner with her. chu san woke up early in the morning to accompany daddy to the cck clinic to see doctor. and that day was also the first time in my memory, i've first enter a temple to pray. and i realised i cant even hold a joss stick properly. eveytime kena burnt. after that went to watch "大喜事" with ShuYing, Sis and her cliques. hahhs. overall the movie turns out to be quite nice laa. and some scenes are quite hilarious!

the happiest day since chu yi. hahhs. went to JunWei's house to bai nian. with ShuYing, Suvin, PuiYi, Reb, Doreen and Eileen as well as the guys! yesterday wasn't really my luck. played blackjack and dai di but after a few rounds, im officially bankrupt. and Reb was the lucky one who was winning like almost every round! rawr. but luck after dinner was much better laa. played blackjack again, and starts to win back all my ben qian. hahhs. but again luck didnt really stays with me for long laa. cos after blackjack was dai di, i lose all my money again. all thanks to Suvin, ShuYing & Eugene uh. and for that day, i lose a total of $8. thats really alot! can. all my ben qian leh! hahhs. (optimistic) at least i did enjoy myself laa. and i must mention i really like JunWei's mummy cooking. very nice. haha. and his parents are nice too!

ohmy! evac gold accred and pop is tmr!