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so sleep alone tonight
♥JIAWEN is Nineteenth09June1991
Ralph Blum says: "Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings." |
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   ciaos to by lovely poa txtbk!;( my thickest txktbok of all. im giving it away to PuiYi. hahhs. didnt really bear to give it away. it carries lots, lots of my sec school life memories. the drawings that me and my friends has drew on it and the workings that i've written on it. and by looking at the cover-page you will know how harworking i am. cos the cover-page was gone too:/ thanks for bringing me through so much examinations, nlvls, olvls and all common tests!:D i hate it when for missing it.  friendster pissed me off!:(:(:( i cant get to viewed my past past past comments (its called "testimonials" at that time) and that really sucks a big time laa! cos it carries lots of my past memories. i wanted my comments back badly! (argg-ing) was supposed to meet up with Greeny at Lot1 for her "phone rescue mission" but apparently the phone did rescue itself without any helps. received call from Greeny when i was already at the bus-stop and she told me that. hahhs. so didnt wanna make my trip a waste. i went for a one big round walk back home. sitting on the swing, walking with the music playing and playing and playing. i love walking. hahhs. totally forgotten that im meeting PuiYi today at YewTee MRT to pass her my lovely poa book for her revision! sorry girl! really sorry!;D
yesterday was ♥(s) !!! had some catch-up sessions with QingXiang sir and HongYi sir with Greeny at Woodlands, PartyWorld ;D and its really like uperbbb long eversince we've last saw him. really long!;(;(;( (apart from sat's ndp) hahhs. sang till 1630 and loitor around civic centre and was drenched by the big pour of rain while running over to CWP and train-ed to amk to meet up with the others for dinner. talked quite alot with him on the way. and finally steamboat f0r dinner! its quite nice actually. is just that we had only took a few variety of food. hence we are like eating the same food again and again;O crapped lots with Greeny, XiaoLi, YeJing, SiLing, Stephen, ChienCham and GuoYing sir(s) while eating. Pool after that. I'VE FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO PLAY POOL! ;D and its never as easy as what i used to thought. just take the stick and poke. hahhs. you still have to aim and poke properly!!;D thanks to those who have taught me. after that train-ed home with Greeny, QingXiang sir, HongYi sir, Celeste, JiaMin and CinLee. though it might be a really short day and didnt really get to talk alot but its really nice to be out with someone that you haven't been seeing for quite a long time. and yes, ofcos we will be sending you off on that day! ;D;D;D hehhs.  & "HAPPY SWEEEET EIGTHEEN LEE SHU YING ATHENA!!!" BIGGGG LOVE! ♥ thanks for being there for me whenever i needs someone to be there! thanks for enduring my attitude. thanks for waiting for me for meet-ups, cos im always late!;O and most importantly, thanks for being sucha great friend of mine though i know im not really a good friend! ;D 5years plus of friendship and still counting on!;D;D;D ps/ will pass you your present later when the idolspree person pass it to me!  ps/ sorry for this uperbbb ugly drawing. perhaps, it will be much more better if i were to draw it with my bare hand. hahhs. you must love it!;D cos, i spent alot of time on it! hehhs:/ though it might be a really small things that shouldn't be mention but all great things started off with the small and little-iest which accumulates into something real great! by jiawen♥ i wanna know my dreams! i wanna know what i really want in life!;(;(;( oops:/ im late but yep anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER MAAM, HONG YI SIR, GIN YONG & CHERYL! ;D;D;D and all of their birthday falls on the same day somemore! and their big big day was yesterday! met up with greeny to collect her earpiece postage and train-ed down to hq for the tabulation of blabla survey thingy, which i dont know what was it! :/ oops. hahhs. after that went to PS with Greeny, Celeste, ManWei, Calvin and Jason to LJS for dinner-.- and yep it was LJS again!!! we bought cake for GinYong's surprise birthday celebration! hehhs. cos he didnt expect us to be there and also Sarah.C to turned up too. hahhs. cakes with many many strawberries! hehhs. oops:/ and GinYong was kinda shock when the he saw Sarah.C there with his birthday cake when Jason un-blindfold him ;D;D sweeet. haha im deeply in love with this song. which i've just listened it from suvin's blog! its nice ;D;D;D its all her feelings now! how blessed is she now to have sucha greeeeat boyfriend! (envy) hahhs. A little love Greatness as you smallest as me You show me what is deep as sea A little love, little kiss A little hug, little gift all of little something these are our memories You make me cry make me smile make me feel that love is true You always stand by my side I don't want to say goodbye You make me cry make me smile make me feel the joy of love oh kissing you Thank you for all the love you always give to me oh I love you Greatness as you smallest as me You show me what is deep as sea A little love, little kiss A little hug, little gift all of little something these are our memories You make me cry make me smile make me feel that love is true You always stand by my side I don't want to say goodbye You make me cry make me smile make me feel the joy of love oh kissing you Thank you for all the love you always give to me oh I love you Yes I do, I always do Make me cry make me smile make me feel that love is true you always stand by my side I don't want to say goodbye You make me cry make me smile make me feel the joy of love oh kissing you Thank you for all the love you always give to me oh I love you To be with you, oh I love you
back from art fest! tiring, tiring, tiring and legs really hurts!;O but ... overall, its fun still! hahhs. did ushering with Amdis Maam, EstherYeo Maam, SiLing, Subha, GinYong, Eugene & JiaXian. and it was like for the first time after all the auditions, i can finally get to see performances! ;D hehhs and thanks to Amdis Maam for the bubble tea treat! ;D;D 10/09s performance was awesome! nice! nice! nice! ;D for the first time that really took us a uperb long time for us to actually made up our mind and get seated in for our dinner. roamed around j8 with Greeny, YeJing, XiaoLi, PeiLing & YuPing and thought of dining at PizzaHut but didnt have it there instead we just have some simple dinner at LongJohn after discussing it for long. fast food!-.- nevermind next time would be foodcourt! (: gossiping and chit-chatting for quite awhile and both JingNi Maam and Clarence Sir joined us. train-ed home with Greeny & PeiLing;D anw, nice nice muffins cupcakes for Esther(ker) Maam! happy eating them!;D;D;D ps/ i really hate it when this kinda feeling! it only reminds me of him! which i havent been seeing him for 1year!:( took my HepB jab the other day and im going down to the clinic again one month later to take my blood test again!:( :(:( yays! i've got myself my Black top and bottom Artfest with Greeny, Yejing, Peiling & Yingyan!;D;D hehhs. met up with greeny at yewtee! (improvement made! im just late for that 1 minute) went to Bugis for our top&bottom hunting and SimLim Square to sell of greeny's psp! and she manage to sell it off at the price of $180. not bad uh! hahhs ;D spent a total of just $35 for both my black, black top and bottom! Bought our dinner from LongJohn (ohmy! fastfood again!) and dine at hq's lounge! hahhs. followed by artfest briefing! no more registration but usher now! hahhs. and im just hoping that i can do my job well laa!(: after that train-ed home with Greeny, Jingni maam, Guozhong sir & Clarance sir. ps/ muffins! muffins! with nice nice nice icing!! (: but ugly drawings! oops:/ im feeling bad! very bad! he is far too great! im depriving for more sleeeeeep!;O yesterday was cadets art fest audition. was doing registration with YeJing hehhs;D though its like doing the same thing all and over again but at least, im doing something that im familiar with. hehhs. campsite mosquitoes are evil. they bite us! and just within a few short hours, i've 8 mosquito bites from them. healthway clinic called me yesterday telling me that there's something wrong with my blood!:( :( :( gotta go back there again tomorrow!:( bus-ed to Changi terminal 3 for dinner with the charlies! Dine out at "Popeyes" (fastfood again!) meet up with Eugene and Jon Ng and bus-ed to Eugene's house for sleepover!:D:D and his house was like chalet. nice and cosy! hehhs. was there taking taking turns to use Eugene's laptop, playing poker(dai di), mahjong, sitting around, munching tidbits and choco, watching shows and movies. hahh. "Unexpected Access" was zomg! some scenes was really gross!:( and we did manage to stay up till like 5plus in the morning. hahh. and slept halfway through the movie - "Hairspray" till 10 plus in the morning. and i happen to be the one to wake up the last :/ train-ed back with PeiLing and Jon Ng and went to my ahmah's house as usual. hahhs. while the rest went to serangoon central for their breakfast! hehhs. i love sleepover! :D:D:D :D im almost done with all my enrolment stuffs. hehhs. leaving with just 2 more dont know what forms to fill up and the photocopying of bla bla bla things, and im officially done with it! (: medical check up at healthway clinic but i've bus down to teckwhye's cck polyclinic for my xray screening. how troublesome! blood test was scary! needle poke into my vein and take one syringe of my blood (eew) I DID NOT GROW ANY TALLER but I'VE GREW FATTER! alrights, no more fast food. im not going on diet either. but following healthy diet! (determined!) hehhs. artfest (cadets) audition tomorrow. admin work again! hope that i wont srew everything up again. cos, i would be alone tomorrow:( meeting up with that green freak at 6.20. hahhs. hope that i can wake up and wont be late. hahhs. im always late whenever i meet her up!:/ sorry sorry;O im so freaking darn tired just as if that im back from some 4days 3nights camp? not exaggerating! but after being occupied with things for the past few consecutive days, im now dying for more time to 5March Thursday paintball! and this time round, the nice weather actually allows us to play. its really freaking pain to be shoot by the paintballs man. and i really (argg) hate that person that kept shooting to my direction but cant even aim well laa. and imagine that he/she were to shoot you continuosly. school paid 50 bucks for us just for that few bruises on us! (ohmy) after that went to yewtee mac with shuying, suvin, kn, zach, elaine, buvan, jiayin, revati, joyce for dinner and some crapping sessions. ohyah, and HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN HAZEL! im really really really (i repeated it 3times) sorry to forget your birthday!:/ 6March Friday met up with shuying at 1.30 at yewtee mrt (sorry to be late again) :/ train-ed down to hq to collect our long waited SFA cert and vi shirt!(: after that went to Eastpoint to grant her wish to see her dearest hubby (show luo) and she's really crazy! (oops) :/ hehhs. and all the pics are with her. we were there for like 7hours! LOL hahhs. after that met up with YeJing, XiaoLi and PeiLing to campsite. did a little help out in blowing of balloons and moving of benches. and was being forced to sleep after that. hahh. and i can hardly catch any sleeps. cos the aircon was like so uperbbb freaking cold. and i actually spend most of my time shivering than sleeping:( 7March yays! its link audition. and its really my first time in handling the links. and some of them was really uperbb cute! hahhs;D you talk to them, and they will just play with you and call you "jiejie" ;D admin in the morning was ohmy! cos, i've just learnt it, and most of the school than starts to arrived. and im like so lost but it was much better after the break. thanks Elijah for being sucha great partner to work with, yvonne maam for helping me out alot and thanks for guiding me throug, giving me all the pointers! & ohyahs, sorry esther maam, for making you running round and round, up and down when it was supposed to be my job! thanks alot! i will try to bully you lesser, teach you bake cookies, cakes and tie nicee scorpion! (; after that, went to PS foodcourt for dinner with ShuYing, YeJing, PeiLing, XiaoLi, Daniela, JiaYuan & ChyeKeong sir. slept in the train back to yewtee. hahh. and this time round, i did not overslept and miss the stations! but after that something uperb malu happened. i slip and fall due to the slippery floor. (that was really embarrassing) hahhs. p.s/ Angela's piglet(George language: Pinklet) ;D is really darn freaking superb duperb uperb cuteeee! ----- i wanna learn to be a better person. i will learn to speak lesser vulgarities and be more friendly! (smile) its now time to get all my enrolment stuffs done after like putting it aside for so long uh! and im now left with health check up and the another 2 more forms to fill up. NP are not kind enough! cos i haven even finish enrolment and they sent me another package with those freshman orientation info inside (eyes are closing & drops off) :O ohmy! im still feeling so bad about it!:( did not attend LiFen jiejie's wedding cos of ndp selection and vi games day!:( but really glad and happy for you laa. cos you have fun your another half that you can rely on for your remaining life!;D ohyah! babey huiwen went there too. and here she is! and she looks uperbbbbb adorable! i wanna carry her and hug her!!;D     ndp selection was fine. accept for the hotttt weather! grrr. and cos of that, it left me an ugly headdress lining up on my forehead which looks uperbbbb ugly laa! but nevermind from now on jiawen shall learn to be clever next time to apply sunblock every sat. no its everytime when she wears her full uni! after selection, all of us tried to pack ourselves into the instructors car and head our way to causeway point for lunch. darn hungry at that time man! after that was vis games day! hahh. only get to play one game cos we are late:( and some talk by QiJun sir!;O followed by dinner. canadian pizza and kfc! hehhs;D snapshot    ------ and can you believe it! jiawen actually went for jogging today man! the thing that she had always wanted to do but she's just too lazy. ran around cck stadium for 2rounds!;D and im so proud of myself man! hehhs. and going to have another running session with shuying tmr!;DD (cookie, cookie) we are baking it tomorrow, with those preeeeeetty icing on it!;D ps. im now craving for porridge and watermelon juice!!:( nomore fastfood please. get out of my sight! shooo!;O |
