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it has been a year. just 1 year ago, it was me who was down sitting in the auditorium nervously, waiting for the kind principal to finish delivering her speech for results. and now, im already a year 2 to be student, down struggling with all projects and modules work, which is like pilling higher and higher. nursing, a course which is none of my choice, yet im in now. reason being isn't really because of result. but the main reason is, i really didnt know what exactly i want. where my interest lies and so on. all these has never ever crossed my mind and im sort of being "force" to think of all these with just a short period of time allowance. didnt make full use of the 12 choices given, im being dump into RP and some course which i'd totally have no idea what isit about even till now. but even being given another choice, i'll probably still make the same decision i guess. RP's teaching method isn't really attractive to me at all. nursing, at least science seems more interesting to me as compared to businesses course with formulas and numbers flying over you, i'd enough of maths and im glad that ive pass. a fact to clarify, i didnt like nursing at all. even till now. not even a single bit. the thought of being a nurse for life, can really drive me crazy! and im serious about it which attachment has really prove me so. but, im not so gonna give it up when im like done with a semester plus, i didnt want all my efforts and hardwork and my dad's hardearn money to be dump down the drain. so at least for now, stay focus and 2 more years later, i will being graduating with a nursing diploma, and its decision time again. to think of where do i exactly wanna head to.